kenapa?

tidak ku sangka..
bunga yg ku sangkakan
cantik bunganya,cantik bentuknya,
kelopak yg sempurna warnanya...
rupanya ada duri dibalik nya..
sangat ku kesal kerna mampunyai engkau wahai bunga yang berduri..

tidak kusangka..
bunga yg ku sanjung,bunga yg ku fikir bisa
menjadi teman favorateku..seumur hidup
makin lame ku sanjung engkau,
makin byk duri yg engkau keluarkan..
malah engkau sempat berpaut ke
pokok-pokokku yg lain..
ku sayang beberapa kuntum bunga
yg mana aku silap mentafsir keadaan sebenar
malah tidak bermimpi utk memiliki kumtuman bunga2 seperti ini..

bunga yg lawa,cantik di mate ku..
rupenya..hanyalah bunga taik ayam..
yg busuk bau nye sehinngaa menusuk kalbu

bunga yg ku sangka hanya akn hidup sndri..
rupa2nya hanya bisa hidup bila dpt menumpang ke pokok lain..
utk mndptkn matahari..
tidakkah pentingkan diri sndri namenya?
sama seperti morning glory...

ku rela menjaga rumput drpd menjaga kuntuman bunga..
yg hanya akn mendtg pelbagai masalh malah cerewet..
bukan mahu berterima kasih seperti mana rumput
rumput sntiasa menghijau..paling kurg dpt mengindahkn pemandangan...
bukan mcm bunga..kerja nya hanya mencederakn shj..


kadang2 terpikir..kenapa bunga suka tumpang dekat pokok?
mmg die dh mcm gitu....kan..nk buat mcm mane..
ade jugk bunga yg depan je lawa..
tapi bila tenung,tengok,explore..
mmg byk gler debu kat dia...
tapi bila tgk balik..bunga ni mcm bodo2 je..
padahal..die laa hantunye..dielah yg paling byk debu malah kotor..


aku mmg dah tersilap pilih bunga..rumput yg ku sgkakn xberguna
sebernanya lagy byk manfaatnya..
well..people make mistake..and its my 1st for doing for such a stupid decison..
*sigh*..
but i believe in karma for sure..what goes around comes around..
and i'll make sure..watever U had done to me...either by purposely nor indirectly..
u hv to pay them back...i tidak dendam..cuma..Tuhan tu adil..we'll c...ayte?

kpd bunga2..terima kasih atas segala nya...

kpd rumput dgn pokok...saya bersyukur sbb kamu sekalian telah
bukak kan mata,hati,minda ni utk berfikir dgn lebih terbuka....lebih luas...
walaupun pokok dgn rumpt xselawa bunga,tapi kamu mulia...bunga byk duri..
byk bentuk..byk kaler...bila kaler,bentuk sebenar dah keluar..
baru tau jenis ape bunga2 ni...



im out...anyway..thanx for dropping by to my blog..

-peace-

mati..

look..kalu u tension sorg2..go ahead..
and stop babit kan org lain..
losserr..
theres nothing to do with ppa pls..
and u should look to urself..
STOP MAKING ME LIKE UR TOYS..
i need my own life..
i need my own LIFE...pls..
u xde life,sndri tngggung..
ko yg buat diri kau mcm org bodo
papa dah ade org lain let him..
u go ahead with urlife..
yes.i do hv friends..
but since i am kids..
NOITHING IS WONDERFUL..
so pls..
at least u hv a great parents bodo..
aku mmg dah byk sabaarr...
baik dgn mama baik dgn papa..
jgn sampi aku lari..
langsung..
dont make me do sumthin dat is unexpected sial..
jumpe papa,papa ckp mcmni
jumpe engkau
engkau pulak ckp mcmni..
ko ingt aku xtension ke weh..
tlg laaa....

GO AND GET URLIFE INSTEAD OF HERET ORG LAIN MASUK DUNIA ENGKAU..

TOLONGLAH.

when i grow up!:D

haha..i know..the tittle might sounds a bit funny!
LOL!
well..wat makes me wanna use that pharres bcuz..i am listening to taht song act!
hhhaaaiihh..
soooo...
today is the first day of eid mubarak!..selamat hari raya everyone!
may hv a splendid raya...and ready for finals!
damn it la.!
humm..nothing much thoe today..

i've been thinking..some place..which is sooooooooo far away from me...but..yeah..
may be oneday i'll go there...
GERMANY
-its bcuz..i saw some video..bout their rollercoster..if im not mistaken..
its called..ATLANTA..its more or less like sunway logoon(malaysia)..its a water park..but i found it so interesting!!!!:D..and other country..i cant remember all..!!..its like 5 i think..but only this that i can remember that...owh yea..another one is..finland..thier rollercoster wass OMG!its really scary but..i like it a lottttttttt!!!!!!!
another 1 is...BERRY FARM..the roller coster called,Xcelarator..its superr suppeeerrr cool ride..its went back and forth!!...

uhumm..

kpd anda...terima kasih sgt2..saya dah baca blog anda..
dan ia sgt menyakitkn hati..
xpe..bumi ni bulat..
anda buat org..esk lusa anda akan mndpt balik..
tapi..terima kasih sgt sbb kutuk diri ni..
THANX A LOT..:)
but i dont think u deserve the tittle "FRIEND"


-OUT-

u are such a BITCH..

sorry for using the "rude" languange...but i think..she deserved it..
alooot..
anyway...
to u FUCKER...
u took sumthin dats belong to me..
and u took "him" away..
fine...just wait and see...
cuz i believe in karma..
wat goes around come around...and to u fucker bitch..
u took his love away from me...FINE..
i can stand at my own feet losseeerrr...
engkau mmg xlayak dilahirkan kat muka bumi ni
we'll wait and see...who's gonna suffer afterwards...
seems like u want him sooo bad..
as if..mcm xde jantan lain dlm dunia ni..
hey sundal,ko jgn ingt dgn cara ko rampas kasih syg my dad..
u can do watver the fuck u wanna do..not dat simple...
im gonna make sure i get mine..
MINE IS MINE FUCKER..ko mmg manusia paling LOOSER aku penah jumpe..



to all my friend..thanx a lot for helping me and calming me..and stay with when im totally down..only gods bole bls..amin....


and to papa..im sorry...papa tetap ayh adik..
tapi..when u scolded me on the phn dat day...just bcuz of that fucking bitch...
it makes me hates u till death..sorry for that..and what really upsetting me is..
u rather hang up the phn while talking to me just bcuz that sundal call u..
which i think...SUPER LOOSSERR gler bAB..
we'll see wats next..


and to those johorian yg kebatakkan...
the game has just begin...bagus.
kita lihat siapa yg akan merana kemudian hari..


thanx.

i miss her..:(

I <3>












shes my GIRL..i miss her so mucchhh...
even we less talk,and both of us know..wats exactly happen btween us..
but i really want u to know..dat i sayang sgt dekat u!!





























I<3 HER

















rindu bile time kite slalu bersame..tapi xape..
:)..saya tetap gembira bila melihat herfaku syg gelak tawa riang!..:)..suke melihat apabila dia bersifat "HYPER"..
kerna itu mmg melambangkan diri dia...
suka tgk bile die berceloteh..haha..sgt comel!:)
suka tgk bile die berjenaka..boleh pecah perot die bikin..
suke tgk die bahagia..hihi..
sabrina tetap syg efa..keep it lock in ur mind k..;D..












thats herfa and me..we r superrr hyper active!!haha..i missed it a loottt!!!:(




i love girl!!muakss!!!..:)..if ive said or done sumthin dats really hurt u..im really sorry..i hope u underu stand me..and i know u do...u know me very well...and really thanx for that...









p/s:a bit blurr..but basiccally nmpk anyway..:D

yyeeeassss...we LOVE too look GOOD!..kami mmg suke berangan malah melaram!:D...

10 things i like about "u"

to mr.koala..hope ur reading this...:)..

10 things i like about u :

1)i like u bcuz u cared me so much..

2)i like u bcuz u treat me well..

3)i like u bcuz ur being so nice to me

4)i like u bcuz of ur heart

5)i like u bcuz u r urself when ur with me

6)i like u bcuz u stole my heart!!

7)i like u bcuz evrything that u promise u really mean it..

8)i like u bcuz u always there by myside...

9)i like u bcuz u never let me down

10)i like u bcuz u always cheer me up...

even its been like..6 month..we dont meet each other...and even we rarely got to chat...i really want u to know that....i am still right here...if watever i've said before or treat u bad..i am really ssoorry...

evrytime when we talk...it will defnately make smile even i will be like suppeer duppeeerr HAAPPYY!!and my heart will be like..*tttiiiinnkkkk* sparkling!!hahah..

im just sitting,wishing and waiting..........

take care always...

<3>

blablihbluheh..

hohoho!..well..well...well..what to say..hummm..ITS SEMTEMBER!!!!:D..
im getting suppeeerrr excited!!haha...
lets forget bout it for a while..shall we?
humm...right now..im quite...worried for my..FINAL exam...aAAaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
bcuz..if i didnt manage to pass this final..i cant go for my next semester even i have to PAY more!
byk laa...duit wa tarak weehh...!!!gagagaggag..
soo...i wish evryone..goodluck for exam...and to those who are having ur final,or anythin..do ur very best k..!:)..


hmmm...to my huni bunny and my dearest girl...im sorry cuz lately i dont really join u guys..and i bet u know why......pada diri..diri xkesah...cume kadg2 kite xbole nk espect org utk senantiase dgn kite..kan..org bole berubah within 2 jam pun bole..inikn 2 hari..diri senantiase ingt pesan atok...

"BIAR ORG BUAT KITE..JGN KITE BUAT ORG..BUMI NI BULAT..ESK LUSE,MEREKA SEKALIAN YG BUAT KITE..TERIMA LA AKIBAT NYA.."..

**diam**..

and i really wanna thanks to all my classmates..for entertaining me..teach me..and make me realize..sumthin that i'l remember always!!:D..Big HUG to U!!!:)


and..my koala..hope im still with u..hihii..


well evryone..take care..and hv a great evrythin!!!

cchheeerrss!!!


SALUT!;D