Tuesday, January 13, 2009

:)

a msg from u always make me soo happy
a call from u make myday so bright!
a day without hearing anything from u..
make myday go damp..
when my phn rings rings..
its always a hope..
a call from u..
when my phn ring "u hv msg"
it will always make my heart beat fast...
cuz its always a hope..
the call,msg will always from u...
haaiah...

u really have took my heart away!
DAMN!
(",)

Friday, January 9, 2009

gobok


im so sad..
as my cat..name GOBOK..
he had an opration..
where theres sumthing in his tummy..
wish him will get better soon..
insyaallah..
=,(
he used to be a hyper cat..he loves to play a loott!!
get better soon

to kakak...sabar ye..he'll get well soon better..amin!
:)

Sunday, January 4, 2009

i'll remember it.. till i die..

uh...well..mylife is getting back to normal...
and happy back!
thank u allah for that..
and to all the haters..thank u for hating me..:)
and karma is on urway..and i bet ur having it!
itu semua kuase allah...:)


well..well well..
to MR.MOHD F....
im gonna remember every single thing that u told me..
every single words that u said..
every single msg that u send me..
every single thing that u curse..

UNTIL I DIE.

IVE NEVER MET A MAN WHO I SHOULD CALLED PAPA..
IVE NEVER MET A MAN WHO DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT HE IS DOING.
IVE NEVER MET A GUY WHO CAN THROW HIS OWN FAMILY..AND BE WITH A GIRL I SHOULD CALLED BINTANGOR...HAHA!..LOLZ...

watever it is...well see...whats gonna happen soon..
3 years..and lets see..whats gonna happen next...
and to u BITCH WHORE or i should called binatang..
engkau akan terima balik tak lama jer lagy...and welldone to u...
foe taking him away from us..thank u...SO MUCH!
VERY VERY WELL DONE!

WATEVER IT IS...

i love u mama...



-end-

Saturday, December 20, 2008

dusyum!

ahaa~~
i dont know what to talk about...
but euuhhh..
i dont know what am i suppose to do during the weekend!!!!
ok fine..some might say
A: why dint u study?
B: why didnt u go out..have fun?
C: why dont u go back to kl evry week then?
D: sleep laa...
E: go to zoo..


so many idea that they gave me...im a bit lazy to study....go out?..i dont hv $$$$!!!!
evrytime going out..we need $$$..without $$$..i cant go anywhere..yet my poket money is very limited laaa..adeh la!!!
uhum...sleep??..if i keep on sleeping then im going to grow side to side and my mind cant work properly....yet im gonna be so lazy as hell!damn!!!

going back to kl is not a good idea..i mean i didnt mean i dont like going back to kl..I LOVE so much to go back to kl..the thing is..who going to send me back to melacca???...yea.i can go by bus..but my parents dont allowed it..cuz im going to be ALONE going back here...aha...so..its not a very good idea...

well..by going to the zoo..i think i did it..last few month..i can say that..evry 2 week..we went to the zoo...ahhaha!..i know it mmight sound a bit lame OF ME..but..i dont know what else to do...
uuhhuhuhuhuhuhuhu....i hv a list..what im gonna do whenn im back in kl..
yeehaw~!!


so yea...im still figuring out..what im gonna do later..well..i think i should go now..
as my tummy is singing!

:D

tc evryone!!

Thursday, December 18, 2008

i feel it all

dedicated to mr.koala..:)..i hope ur good, happy as u do..and hv a great evrything..:)

I feel it all
I feel it all
I feel it all I feel it all
The wings are wide the wings are wide
Wild card inside wild card inside
Oh I'll be the one who'll break my heart
I'll be the one to hold the gun
I know more than I knew before
I know more than I knew before
I didn't rest I didn't stop
Did we fight or did we talk
Oh I'll be the one who'll break my heart
I'll be the one to hold the gun
I love you moreI love you more
I don't know what I knew before
But now I know I wanna win the war
No one likes to take a test
Sometimes you know more is less
Put your weight against the door
Kick drum on the basement floor
Stranded in a fog of words
Loved him like a winter bird
On my head the water pours
Gulf stream through the open door
Fly away
Fly away to what you want to make
I feel it all, I feel it all
I feel it all I feel it all
The wings are wide, the wings are wide
Wild card inside, wild card inside
Oh I'll be the one to break my heart
I'll be the one who'll break my heart
I'll be the one who'll break my heart
I'll end it thought you started it
The truth lies
The truth lied
And lies divide
Lies divide

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

damn

humm..love n like is 2 diff thing..
and the pb is that...
only now i realise it..
i LOVE sumone else..
but i've make a big mistake..
i dont wanna hurt anyone..either u,you,and u especially..
and im still thinking how to tell u..
and how to face u in future..
im still thinking......
HOW and why i made such a decision...

and yes..the turth is..MY HEART BELONG TO SUMONE ELSE..
sory.

end

Friday, December 12, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!!



dear mama...
i love u so much!!
happy birthday mama...:)
im sorry i cant celebrate it with u..
and im sure fara is planniinng even makin some suprise for u!
and im sorry i cant be on the day itself as im having my exam!!!:(






ur so strong that i envy u so much...
and im proud to have a MOM like u...
U ROCK MAMA!!
haha!..
wish happiinneess always be with u..with us!
we love u dearly!..and thank u for everything that u've sacrifice for us...
and thank u for "LAYAN-NING" my "KERENAH"..
hahaha!...and i am soo proud to be your daughter..
and u cant find a UNIQUE daughter like US!!^^..
since i was young..u really cared me much..
but still kakak dpt ATTENTION LEBIH cuz shes super wonderwomen!
haha!
u make me realise sumthing..
that life is not as simple things as i think...
from attitude,to work,money,expenses,study,relationship..just everything...
and the main key to success is SOLAT..huhuhuhuhu...
i'll keep that in my mind till i die...
last but not least..






HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!!
I LOVE U SO MUCH!!
MUAKS!!!
<3<3