over it.

dear koala,
:)
i saw your picture...
and guess what???



I DONT FEELLL ANYTHING AT ALL!
hahaha


at last...im over you now..and its realllyyy make me soo happyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D

to be honest...its not that im having sumone else or what so ever..
its is me..who are really over IT..

and thanx to all my friends for giving me the POWER :D..
to get over it..
so thats it!

im soo happy with mylife now...



hmmm..am i IN LOVE??

may be later..;)..or SOON??

i have no idea!
hahaha!!


well to u mr.koala...wish u all the best and take care...:)

feelings.

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late (too late)

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again























this is how i felt right now...pretty aint it?

DOTA.

yesss...its just make me soo sick..
when i call u..
what are u up to
"DOTA..eheeee"

game,game,game,gaaaammeee

but better u play game instead of doing something else


*laugh*


so..here a song for everyone out there who play DOTA

perubahan.

which is in english , CHANGES.

OMG...when i look back to my pic..back in early of 2008..which was last year..

its really funny..

HAHAHAHHAAH!!!

its like...the immature of ME!

*LAUGH*

well..here are some pictures that i found....

ready to see the changes????

here we go..

1

2

.............................................................. (",)........................................................................

3

here we goooo!!!

sumpah mcm kanak2 ribena!HAHA..this was back end of 2007..when i just finished my SPM..owhhh yeaaa baby!..and..now..this is me....ready??

and yes..this is the latest of me..

hhaahhaa..is sssoooooooooooo different!

damn damn damn!!

why dont u the others...try this..and look back to urself....

and see...whats the different!

~winks~

AYTE!!...i need to grab something to eat!

take care everyone

the end

humm....

kpd kamu..ye saya tahu kamu sedang membace ini..

i think..
i'll end it tonite..

no more pain..no more spinning my head nite by nite..day by day..

i'll move on..

starting tomorrow..

:)

sorry..u know the reason why..so ask urself again.

full stop


-end-

kurang.

aku hanya ada mama..

ada kakak..

ada kawan2 yg aku syg dlm hidup aku..

tempat utk aku mengadu..tempat untuk aku tumpang gembira..

tempat utk aku berkongsi sedih dan kegembiraan aku..

hidup tanpa seorg ayah..sgt pedih...

dulu best..papa rajin layan aku...

papa rajin bwk aku jln2..

papa selalu spend time dgn aku..

bahagia yg teramat sgt bile ade papa..

tp sekrg..semue nye dah berubah..

org lain yg aku rase xlayak dipanggil manusia malah binatang..

jijik kau lagi pada babi..jijik kau lagi pada najis..

kau rampas suami mama..

kau rampas kasih sayang papa dri aku dan kakak

kau rampas segala2 nya daripada aku..

kau rampas hak org...

hei kau lahanat!..kau ingt..

apa yg kau dah buat pada keluarga aku

kau boleh lepas?

kau sendiri akan terima balasan nye wahai lahanat!

kau buat papa macam puppet show kau

konon..kau kata kau sayang papa

tapi kenapa kau treat papa macam sial?

mama pun belum pernah keluar perkataan BODOH mahupun BANGANG dekat papa

spesis ape kau ni?

apa yang kau tau hanyalah wang ringgit..

sehinggakan wang saku aku dgn kakak kau nak tahan??

hei lahanat!engkau siapa nak halang papa?

kau belum pun jadi isteri yang sah bodoh!

aku dgn kakak layak..sebab aku anak dia,darah daging dia..

engkau tu siapa?

perempuan yg tak ade sikap malu,tak ade maruah yg layak untuk dipanggil perempuan SUNDAL ataupun lebih kasar..PELACUR!

kau tau papa nk keluar dgn anak2 dia..

kau lagi mengada2 nak keluar dgn papa supaya papa dapat keluar dgn kami sekejap...

tak ke sial namenye??

aku call...tiba2

aku:pa,adik ni..

? :helo?nak ckp dgn sape?

aku: papa...

?: kak,sabrina kak..

?2: sabrina???

.....

kau letak telefon..biadap betul engkau!

hei bangsat!..kau xkan dapat putus kan hubungan aku dgn papa..

mungkin kau bole buat die benci anak2 die..

tapi kau ingt...

besok luse,kalau papa sakit..kau jage ke tak..?

stakat kau nak harta die..pergi jahanam la..

kau ambil la semua pun..

yg penting kasih sayang papa terhadap aku dgn kakak aku,aku dpt..

sudah cukup bagi aku..

kau tak ada perasaan malu..kau dah lakukan kerja jijik ni dah bertahun!

betina sial!

kau tutup mata papa..bagi papa makan bende JIJIK sama seperti kau!

tapi tak mengapa..aku masih lagi ada seorang ibu..yg ku teriak mama..

mama sayang adik dgn kakak kan mama?

kasih sayang mama pun dah cukup utk adik dgn kakak..

adik sayang mama..

tak pe kan mama..biarla org buat kita macam2..janji kita 3beranak..

seronok..dan happy..

:)

kepada kawan2 yg sentiase ade disisi aku..

aku mau bilang..terima kasih yg tak terhingga..:)

kamu bagi saya happy..bagi saya jd lebih tabah..

sayang kamu semua!

aku tidak punyai teman seperti org lain..teman dan kwan2...berbeda..

tapi xmengapalah..biarla mase yg menentukannya..

ini adalah isi luahan secebis hati..yang belum pernah aku cakapkan atau luahkan...

sekian.

THANK U SO MUCH!

ALHAMDULILLAH..
first i wanna thank to ALLAH..

i pass everything!.

and i really wanna thanks all my frens..who have been supported me..A LOT!

thank u

JAJA

ANWAR
ILI
ALIF
CHOW
PRASAT
SAFURA
ATHIRA(thanx for the supper that u make for us..even u dont hv paper!hihi)
KC
GEE

APIT(thank u for bringing us even ade paper esk pagi..to KFC..sbb dah mengidam tahap dewa!)

IZZA (thanks for ur moral support!)

thank u so much..for everything..

saya sayang kamu sekalian yg teramat sgt!!

xoxoxoxox!

safura,syaza,me and anwar....

others i'll put it later ok?..cuz its late dah..:(..soorryy!..

again and again again.

bodoh atau ....?
ntah..

tonite will be the last..

goodnite so loong to u..

tak tau.

aku pun dah biul.
xtau knp buat keputusan sedemikian.

*jerit kuat2*

selamat malam.

AGAIN.

as u said that u cant take any pressure..as everything happen in 1 time...
i know u read this...

i wont no more interfere urlife..:)
life ur life to the max!ok?
:)

thanks for everything.



diri dah nekad tidak akan sama sekali..nelefon maupun text kamu lagi.

diri minta maaf lagi sekali.

atas segala2 nya.

take care.

kepada yg berkenaan.

i dont have time to play ur puzzle..


PLEASE. MADE UP UR MIND.
MAKE A DECISION.


NAK ATAU TIDAK?

AKU PUN TAK TAU DAN XMENGERTI KELAKUAN ENGKAU.
KAU KATE KAU NAK KELUAR UTK KALI KE 2. OK.
AKU KASIK TAPI ENGKAU BERPERANGAI SEPERTI PAK LEBAI.

*PENING*



no more call, no more sg,no more nothing for you..

PENING..

*SIGH SIGH SIGH*

knp kene rase mcmni?
why am i confused?
why do i think to much?
why i cant stop thinking bout anythin?
why is my mind get so complicated?
why does my mind get FCUK UP?
why owh why oooo why?
knp tibe2 diri menggigil mcm baru lps nmpk momok?
KENAPE??
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
benci benci benci utk berase mahupun terase sedemikian!
badan terus terase sejuk..
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
benci sgt!

jelousy

am i that type?
well...hmm...
it depends on the situation...
:D
sometimes yess..i do jelous for some reason...
a girl wont be jelousy without any reason...tu gila name nye..
=.=''
and dont tell me if ur partner either ur gf nor ur bf is flirting around with someone else...u are ok with it...mcm nk kne penampar namenye..who we are in yourlife then?..better if u dont be together rite?
uhmm..sorry to be emotionally tak tentu passaall..ehemm...

*diam kejap*

uhuuummm...to me..i just dont like if there is someone who destract my partner attention..
AWAY FROM ME!!EEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!i hate it a lot!
whhohooo...that will make me damn jelous...but still depends on the situation la...
as i girl...to me if the guy is the type where by hanging out with ther mates...thats normal...but the guy should know when to spend time with their partner la kan..
:D...
but a guy who is addicted to game....agak susah nk destrct them from the game..unless u really know how to tackle them!..thats a credit to us as a GIRL!!

yeehaa!

soo goo girl!...do your thing...ahaks!..
i think im awayy far from my topic..apelaa...isk!
so..here are some question tht i found also in the same web as previous post..so this is ME!!:D
just click to the link over THERE!..
;)

take care everyone!!!

You Are 42% Jealous

You're a fairly jealous person, but it's nothing to beat yourself up about. A little jealousy is perfectly normal, though sometimes you take it a little far. Recognize when jealousy is taking over your life, and try to hold back your impulses. You'll be a better (and happier) person for it!

How Jealous Are You?

thnks dear izza! ^^

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional. You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly. Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you. You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature. Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind

Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

well..basicly its just a game!:)

haha..and thats was the result of mind!..one thing that is not correct is

i dont fall easily..=,(

but nvm..as i said earlier...its just a game!

ahaks!

you you you n always you = mr.cookie ;D

idk why..

when we talk..

its seems like ive know u for ages...

and i feel sooo comfy talking too you...

i aint easy to fall for sumone..i might be easy to LIKE someone..but

im not easy to LOVE someone...

as LOVE and LIKE is 2 diff things...

but i know..what i felt is totally wrong...

and i always keep in my mind..what you said..

" i need time to get to know someone...as my previous big mistake is..

to fast to get into a relationship.."

so i always hold to that...

if theres no space for us..im okey with it..

but to get to know you...im more than happy as it put a big smile on my face..and defnately i will remember you!:)

im not easy to fall for someone..unless me,myself felt something....something that i cant even describe...

my day will feel empty without ur msg,without ur call without ur jokes..HAHA!..

kadang2,hati ni jahat..

selalu buat diri fikir mcm2..
kadang xmasuk akal pun ade..

tapi, selalunye ape yg hati bicara..

selalu betul..cume tindakan yg nak diambil..

xbole ikut hati..kne gune akal jugk...

tp,hati jadi girang,suke bile dpt borak dgn anda..

HAHAHA...

as you said.."let the time decide it"..

and i dont want to rush over things...let it go smootthly....

better to be that way...and again..i wont put high hope nor big hope which will end up like previous....ohhoohooo!..NO!..pls no...

and yes..ur my cookie!..which make me really really goo WHOOHHO!

*laugh*.

ur sweets,u cared me..and thank you for that mr.cookkie..i hv no idea where i got that name for u..as i listen to 1 of my fav song i think..HAHA!..

ape2 pun..thank you again to you,mr.cookie..:)..u always make me smile...

and thanx to everyone who drop to my blog..

thankie u ssoo much..!!

(",)

:)

a msg from u always make me soo happy
a call from u make myday so bright!
a day without hearing anything from u..
make myday go damp..
when my phn rings rings..
its always a hope..
a call from u..
when my phn ring "u hv msg"
it will always make my heart beat fast...
cuz its always a hope..
the call,msg will always from u...
haaiah...

u really have took my heart away!
DAMN!
(",)

gobok

im so sad..

as my cat..name GOBOK..

he had an opration..

where theres sumthing in his tummy..

wish him will get better soon..

insyaallah..

=,(

he used to be a hyper cat..he loves to play a loott!!

get better soon

to kakak...sabar ye..he'll get well soon better..amin!

:)

i'll remember it.. till i die..

uh...well..mylife is getting back to normal...
and happy back!
thank u allah for that..
and to all the haters..thank u for hating me..:)
and karma is on urway..and i bet ur having it!
itu semua kuase allah...:)


well..well well..
to MR.MOHD F....
im gonna remember every single thing that u told me..
every single words that u said..
every single msg that u send me..
every single thing that u curse..

UNTIL I DIE.

IVE NEVER MET A MAN WHO I SHOULD CALLED PAPA..
IVE NEVER MET A MAN WHO DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT HE IS DOING.
IVE NEVER MET A GUY WHO CAN THROW HIS OWN FAMILY..AND BE WITH A GIRL I SHOULD CALLED BINTANGOR...HAHA!..LOLZ...

watever it is...well see...whats gonna happen soon..
3 years..and lets see..whats gonna happen next...
and to u BITCH WHORE or i should called binatang..
engkau akan terima balik tak lama jer lagy...and welldone to u...
foe taking him away from us..thank u...SO MUCH!
VERY VERY WELL DONE!

WATEVER IT IS...

i love u mama...



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