U ARE A SELFF FISH.

ANYTHIN TO DO IS ALL ABOUT HER.

WATEVER U DO IS ALL ABOUT HER.

WHO AM I STANDING HERE?

N WHO IS SHE?

WHO HELP U WHEN UR IN TROUBLE?

WHO WAS WITH U WHEN U WERE DOWN?

I ASKD A LIL HELP FROM U WHAT DID U GAVE ME THE ANSWER????

"IM BUSY. SHE NEED TO GO HERE N THERE N BLABLABLA"

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHITS??

WHEN I TOLD I WANA GO N VISIT "THEM"..WHAT WAS UR ANSWER?..

IM BUSY. I DONT HAVE MONEY. IM TIRED" N SOME OTHER SHITS.

WHAT U KNW ARE :
EVERYTHIN I MUST DO WAT U WANT
HELP U
LISTEN TO U FUCKING PROBLEM
UNDERSTAND UR SITUATION
UNDERSTAND UR PROBLEM
HAVING FUN WITH YOUR FRIENDS
FILL UP UR FUCKING TUMMY

I HATE U.

END.

what does the heart says?

my heart say...

I HEART U SO MUCH.

keep that in your head. PLEASE.


I MISS U MAMA!!!!!!!! HEEEEEEEEEEEE! :)


to all the angels im really sorrryy cuz i kept myself silent n i didnt update my blog at all..about 2 month..sorryy dearest friends! T.T


kpd mereka yg kugelar PENYEBOK...shhhhh! tak yah nk kepoh2..boleh?
thanks!

thanks but no thanks

theres at 1 time i really respect u for who u are..

someone that was really IMPORTANT PERSON in mylife...

someone that i love so much in mylife..



but now everything has change...



i hate u..

u are responsible for what u had done to us

what i can say is..



IM GONNA MAKE SURE U PAY EVERYTHING BACK...



WHATEVER HAPPENS,EVEN DUNIA NI TERBALIK PUN

I WILL THINK TWICE TO MEET U EVEN TALK TO U



I HATE U SO MUCH...



engkau tak akan lepas mcmtu je...



mmg layak utk manusia lain yg mengenali diri kau hilang respect terhadap diri kau

ade juge yg mengatekn yg engkau ini seperti ........ yg berani buaat tapi tak berani nk tanggung



kalau rase tak berkemampuan untuk menanggung darah daging sendri jgn kau jd bodoh utk kahwin lain..



kate belajar agama tinggi..tp ape yg kau sendri tunjukkn dekat anak2 adalah contoh yg BURUK.



tp kau mengharapkan anak2 respect kau sebagai seorang bapa?..mcm mane tu..

mmg aku syg kau satu ketika dulu..tp skrg kasih syg tu dah berubah jd BENCI



tak ada org buat tindakan tanpa sebab...even orang gila pun jadi gila bersebab



yg mane bace post ni jgn nk komen ikut sedap gigi sedap lidah..
u dont knw what i hv gone thru soo shut up



org sebelah sane nk back up si dia ni silakan....satu hari engkau sendri akan mengalami dan merasai ape yg aku rase...

dunia mungkin kau lepas tp akhirat engkau fikir lah sendiri..

i AM who I AM.

i am who i am...

memang saya manja orang nya
memang saya always think negatively
i am proud of myself..but proud in a good way...

i am who i am..

i am easily think something that i shouldnt think..
i am sucks at some part of life..
i am easily to like
i am stupid
i am in love with YOU
i am stupid at times
i will do something by doing it with reason

i am who i am

i love to be guide
i love to go out a lot
i love to eat cupcake a lot
i love who i love
i love doing what im doing

i am who i am..

i am not afraid of being lonely...

its true when ur in love...u are actually put ur heart in risk and make it to be broken again and again..as that is the journey or life...the more its been broken,the strong u will be... :)

ready the weapon? ready the shield? 1 2 3...

what how will?

love is a thing that u cant define....

is it true when u are in love u are actully put ur heart on risk to be broken?

in a relationship...people,everyone i shall sayy....they are looking towards something....theres 3 main thing..

1) LOYALTY

2) HONESTY

3) SINCERITY


These are the main 3 things that people are looking...the last one is..LOVE..
u can seek and fine love anywhere and everywhere..
but it will be hard for u to find theesssee 3 main things...

u can have soo many girl or boyy but the thing is....the feelings isnt the same for the real love...

some might say love is STUPID..that depends on the way you think..
YOU ARE WHAT U THINK.

so to me..in my opinion...the 3 main things is really important...
if u have a girl or a boy..why must u lie to him/her?
but..u want him/her to be honest with u..
will that be fair to them?
u want ur partner to be sincere with u..but..do u do the same?do u tell him/her what u dont like or u like instead of being "YEAH IM OK..DONT WORRY" but deep inside u are actully hating it.?
what about...flirting with others?
u want ur partner to be loyal to you..but what bout u?
meeting some other chick or hunk or may be all the EX?
behind him/her?
then why should u guys be a couple if theres something that u hide..something that u do behind ur partner....?
and what if he/she find the things out?..how would it be?
have u ever think or at least put urself in his/her shoes..before u do something??
the answer is NO NEVER.

if u want to be treated good,try and learn to treat someone good like how u wanted...
what goes around comes around...


what makes me wanna talk bout this is because some of my frens are having these kind of problem..with thier girl or thier boy..and most of them are my close frens..and i knw u guys are reading this....so pleeaaseee...change whateva u think its not good and a big NO NO!
this are even dedicated to myself...not to treat my partner badly..or etc.


THE TRUTH HURT BUT THE LIES IT MUCH MORE WORST.

u dont believe me?try it yourself...then u will knw how hurt it is...

owh god please..!

tomorrow is a big day for me....

and tonite as well...
:)

if YOU wanna come....i'l be suprise for sure..
but u are very welcome to come.. :)

wat im concern is...i dont on my very BIG DAY..shits happen..
as last year during my big day it was sooooooo FUCKING SHITTY anyway...

and i dont want the same shit happen again..

to all my dearest friends..... im so proud to hv a fren like all of u..
to all the haters, KEEP ON HATING ME...I DONT GIVE A FUCKING DAMN! :D

to my dear chocolatey thank u for making mylife brighter!! *MUAKS!*

i might be away for couple of weeks...

looking for some PEACE in mylife...seacrhing for star or dust may be that stuck inside...
huhu~

till then..thank u for reading and following my blog peeps!

*XOXO*

owh lovey dovey!

owh hi dear blog..
haaa~
sorry for not update it for soo long..been busy a bit....
uhu~

humm..nothing special happen...but miracle does happen of coz.. :)

still fighting for the rights and surviving...alhamdulillah..

owhhhhh.......ramadhan is coming!!!


im sooooo exited!!!
wwwwwwwheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

dear frens,
i miss all of u...
jaja
ili
nuar
sygku safura
izza
my bff alan!* miss u soo much!*

we will gather 1 day!

*XOXO*

i wish

its one week from now to go to the day that im not looking forward ever in mylife...

all i can do is wish..all i can do is pray..all i can do is stick...to half of me...maman my lovely sis..my lovable choco,lovely angles..u guys are the main reason why im still surviving,still living till today..thank u so much!

i just wish..
i will get..as WE will get what we should get..
what is ours...
what belong to us..
im gonna make sure it will belong to us..

i just wish that YOU will pay all the shits that u had give us..
thank u for treating us like THIS....

its the journey of mylife..as mama told me..
my journey is still long..
and its just begin...
0.002% just started...

akal yg diberi tuhan itu adalah sgt berharga
jika darah daging sendri tidak bole utk berlaku adil
jgn sekali2 kau sibuk mencari darah luar utk dijdkn darah daging sendri..
sediih..sedih..


kpd ANDA DAN BELIAU yg membaca ini..
if u dont like it,PLEASE u are soo not welcome to read it..
not even leave a coment..

if i say i hate sumone,i really do..
no matter who u are..

syurga neraka itu kerja tuhan..
tidak perlu berkata mahupun memberi pendapat
as u got no right to judge.

end

its a new day

its been so long i dont updated my blog as im busy with real liffee...
nothing interesting..

to whom thaat it may concern....
u treat me, US like shit and trust me u'll get it back...i cant imagine how could u do such thing to us?

nvm...later ade pulak suara sumbang kat cni..

SHHHHHHHH...go away.ur not invited anyway...

starting everything from the biggining is so much fun!!!!

i dont know what to write...xde idea langsung..
*sigh*

once i get the idea i'll update it asap!!!



IF I SAY I HATE U..IT WILL BE THE REST OF MYLIFE.

memory..

its been soo long we didnt talk...
seeing each other i bet it wont happen..as we met past few month....
and it wont happen for sure..

thank u for not forgetting me..
thank u for your concern towards me...
i know u still care bout me as a friend for sure..
and thank u for that..

i am happy with mylife..even shits happen but i still hv my mom and my sis..
frens and apart of me will always be there for me...thank u guys..:)

and im quite suprised when u wanna talk to me...
HA HA!
and thanks for the concern..

and thnk u for stalkinggg me...HAHA!!

its just remind me of u..when i listen to DR.DRE and EMINEM..;)
thank u for being my koala..:)..
merci beaucooup!;)

the latest song from eminem..really remind me of u..its not wrong to remember the memory that we share rite?..;)..thanks for everything...the love,the care,the dumb,the scars..everything..thank u for stopping by in mylife journey..

cupcake

the 1st thing i wanna do when i reach kl is...
SABRINAA I WANT UR CUPCAKE FOR 50 PIECES!!
:D..

2nd...i wanna mmeett all my beloved sister!!
kak ecah,kak nad,sadly sis sara need to go back dahh..:(

3rdly..i wanna hangout with fara!i love u and i miiss u damn much!!!

4rdly..i wanna hangout with my BFF!!!alaannn!!i mis u!!lets meet up!but this time no mama..mama bussyyyy..:(

5thly..i wanna meett MR.SHYIE..its been looonnnngg time we dont hangout..

6thly..i wanna hit the malls..finding new cloth..OMG..its beenn like...3-5 month...i dont hv anything nice to put on..:(

7thly...im looking forward to meet u..and settle everything down..shall we?..thank u.

8thly..i wanna spend my time with mama!!riinndduu!!!:(

9thly..getting some new HAMSTER!!weeee..its just a plan..we'll see how far the truth is eh.?

10thly..im goonnaa miss u chocolateyy..:(..its okey..3weeks..but then its like...504 hours..we're going to be far apart from each other..=,(..nvm..i'll make sure we'll keep in touch no matter what no matter how..im goonnaaa mmiisss uuu muchiee muucchhhh!!!:D...me lovey you so much!=,(

im gonaa use my time wisely so that i can spend a looott of time with u!;)


and to all my angels...i love u guys so muchh..and im gonna miss u alll soo much...nvm..we're not soo far..i'll come down..insyaallah every 2 weeks i'll come down to meet u guys.....so its going to be fair ok?..;)..MMUUUAAKKS!




sumpah tekak teringin giler nk mkn cupcake sabrina!!!!

worth the wait

seeking and seaching....
waiting and waiting..
till i met you..

yes i mean it..you..:)
i saw you for the very first time during the 1st sem....bbuuuutttttt the girls are going damn craziieeeyyy bout you
so to me admire sumone is not wrong...

as sem by sem goes by...i saw that u added me up!!weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
and i was soo excited!!:D..
well..who doesnt when someone u admire addiinngg uup...right?


thank u for letting a smile back on my face..:)
thank u for everything that u had done!!...the encouragement,the smile,borrowing the ears..hahaah!!..adn keep on listening me bablliinng like an old nanny..haih...



me LOVING you chocolaatey soooo muchie muchie!!:)

POSTPONNEE!!!

DEAR FRENS,

I'LL UPDATE MY BLOG ASAP..


I AM BUSY WITH THE FINALS..

WISH ALL OF U ALL THE BEST!!:)

BEST OF LUCK TO ME,FRENS,MMU-AN..;)

AANNDDDD DO OUR VERY BESTTT!!:)

will it be a problem?

i got my right to chose with whom i wanted to be with..please...

u are a good fren of mine..and i have never ever have the idea of REJECTED people..
even my close frens know that..i will never REJECT someone..please..its just the way u say it just now is really hurting me...A LOT..

and to all those people who have been stalking me since then..good job..just dont spread the STUPID romours please..it will only making fool of yourself..

people know..as they hv brain..jd xpayah nak bwk cerita yg bukan2..this and that..which is just nonesense...as all people who are close to me know who i really am..its just sometimes the romours that u brought..is totallyy out of YOUR MIND..yet people are laughing at you...

and to mr.chocolatey..i am very happy..thanks for light up all the glamp that ive been thru..

:)

porfavor?

i dont belong to ANYONE..so..
with whom im seeing,with whom im dating,with whom i dine with,with whom im going out with,with whom i chat with,with whom i like is,with whom i hate ,with whom im texting with..its all up to me..

please..i need time for myself,i need space for myself..i know its hurt u,him,YOU especially...i just dont want to make the same mistake ever again..


sorry again..:(

mr.caremal

hihi..i know u love caremal POPCORN...wee~
i knnow you are reading it anyway...

i saw your status...i am so sorry..

its not PERFECT thinggy that i need..but some space...

i am a heartbroken girl..so i need some space,some air for me to breath and settle everything down..

u are a greaat guy,sweet..and a brilliant student!as madam robiatun LIKE u a LOT!..;)..
im sorry if u felt like im treating u badly..or etc..thousand of apologize..i really didnt mean to...
but i want u to know that im so lucky to hv u as my friend in mylife!..as what i heard romours saying that u are blablabla~..well..its all because of JELOUSY!:D..dont worry...i know who u are...;)..

owh..and thank u for accompany me during the ENCORE!!!even we dont really talk as i was soo amazed with CAPRICE...and u know it urself i am sooo crazy over him!HAHA!sorry yeaa..for all the crazy nonesense that i did!GAHA!:P

last but not least...im sorry if u feel offended with IT..im not ready for anything at this moment...sorry..

but..i am so grateful to have a great friend like you!!!;D

at last

yeay....
finally...all the assignment dah pass up dgn bangga nye ptg td..HAAHAH..everything..so now..i am getting my rest...sgt lah bahagia hidup apabila assignment sudah siap..
hee..

well..tomorrow is the promnite!!yeay!but im not going......:D..
to YOU..i know ur reading it...sorry for disputing IT....as i had something2 that makes me not wanted to go..soryyy...theres a lot of other girl who wanna go with you..so go ahead..


hmm..
this month is full of activities and event...haih..mlm ni promnite di CYBER..soorryyy my deaarrrr fren..i cant join u there...and tomorrow is...promnite in melacca...im not going either..masing2 sume ade pb..NORMAL..no PARTNER..so no PROM..:D..and at the same nite..tomorrow nite also there is a ceremony..humm..MMU award which is held in cyber...to my dear friend!WONG!!!congratsss!!heeee.....and the nextday..which is sunday..theres an event..by mmu music society..ENCORE!!yeaayy!!..theres some artist coming..flop ppoppy,CAPRICE!!i amm sooo going!YEHAW!hehehe...theres a lot of things going for this month..wwwee!




owh...lastweek was my very 1st time..going back to my campus by bus..it was SUCKS..with all those people who doesnt know to read their ticket..duduk tempat org...eeee...with all the snoring..adoi..with those people who doesnt know to respect others...cakap as if org on the phn tu pekak mcm dia jugak..dah la xgeti duk diam..kejap2 men tendang2 kerusi org..lempang kang baru tau..then nk turun berebut2..as if tempat tu nk lari..smpai bus pun goyang2...xde manners langsung..aarrgghh!..then jalan tgk2 org..bukan nk pandang depan...seliper org pun ko pijak terbaik la smpai koyak..FUHK je kot...dah la nk beli seliper susah..seliper fav lak tu..haih...nk kasik duit minyak xdde duit..nk kasik duit tol xde duit..bagus..beli kereta baru ade lak duit..tanggungjawab xnk pulak laksanakn..bagusla..terbaik sangat2..anda yg bace, kalau xsuke SILA JANGAN BACA...awal2 sudah saya kate..xtau la kalau xpegi sekolah...ngumpat org pandai xkn bace xgeti kan..haa...



hmm..
final is coming..6 paper..WTTHH???>.<
wishes all MMU student goodluck!!amin..

humm..what else eh...

then cuti!
HAHAAAAAA!!!


life is getting superb!yeay!...alhamdulillah..:)..


alryte..theres a lot thiings that i need to catch up...i'll update it later!:)..


owh..to cuppycake..goodluck with your muet paper tomorrow...wish u all the best..ur english is superb..u can do it very well..insyaallah..amin!:)..i never hate u..keep that in your head.


daa~

busy busy busy

dear friends,

i'll update later..as i am so busy with real life,real people,real world..

i miss u all my sister..fara,ecah,naddy,joyah...whohooo...:)..i sayang kamu sekalian...:)...

to all my friends thanks for everything people!!!



to u cuppycake...thanks for everything either..wish u all the best...may success always be with u...im moving on...


bye.

mr.cuppycake (",)

dear cuppycake,

glad that ur doing great...get your rest...and try not to take cafffein ever againn..!
hope your doing fine and great over there....

glad to hear your voice..:)

imysm..take care cuppycake..

cuppycake..

MR. CUPPYCAKE,

I MISS YOU..

A LOT..

*sigh*

why cant u go away?

dear mr.moon aka KOALA..

im glad that u dont forget me..thank u for that..

its not that im not over it or blablabla..
i am..

but..

why are u keep on coming?
ive seen u a thousand time..
even its not you..but ITS you that i see...
and its hard for me..

im trying to handle it..
and i saw HIM just now..
*sigh*

watever it is..

take care always..

me manques koala..je vous manque autant de...merci pour tout.. je la coutume vous oublie.. que ma promesse..:)..

again..why?

im not trying to point to YOU..its just i dont get it..why are u being so selfish?


mama have been paying everything..
everytime i went back home..she always take us out..dinner..

tak kira ke?

we are ur kids papa..we should be your priority...

i dont give a damn bout ur card..how many MONTH u dont bring us out?..have u ever count that?how many time u brought us out?sekali?..tu pun nk bsing?

ur card is out of my bussiness..bukan nye papa belanja kami pun..ur money abis kat tmpt lain and i dont give a shit bout that..

u can ask others...ur friend kids perhaps..ask them..the total amount that u gave us is it enough fot them?..ask them...

mmg adik kurang kasih syg seorg bapa..
u totally forget bout adik..
and yes..i am totally dissoopintedd with you..

mmg adik jelous tgk org lain ade bapak..jln dgn bapak dorg..
adik??..org lain sume ade ayah
i do have fren who is broken family just like me..
but still..thier dad never forget bout them..
and yes..even thier parents saperated but still..thier parents being fair to their kids...
i am sad because we were close to each other...
and u know that rite..?
dont u ever think bout me papa?

how many month we dont meet?..hv u ever think bout that?have u ever think bout ur daughter??HAVE U?..

i miss my dad so much..
i can bet u even forget my birthday kan...
entah2 my full name u cant even remember..



nevermind..

org sebelah sana mesti bace kan kan kann?..silakan sampai dekat sane..sebar2 kan..saya mmg mengalu-alu kan...anda hendak menganjingkn pun silakan...
bumi ni bulat..tak sampai sebulan pun dpt la balik...


engkau nak caci ke nak ape suke hati..this is MY BLOG and ive even written THERE..ITS ABOUT MYLIFE..engkau itu golongan org yg tak tau ape itu kasih sayang,ape itu keluarga,dan mereka yg tidak tahu menilai erti keluarga..

jikalau anda pernah hilang seseorg yg anda sayang..
u will know how does it feel..

mmg suatu ketika dulu adik seronok..
ade mama,ada papa..ada kakak..ape2 semua sama2...every month papa bwk travel sini sane..
saturday or friday nite dinner ramai2..
saturday papa kejut kul 6.30 solat subuh then siap2 g jogging..
malam2 kite g tgk wayang midnite movie..
xpun lepak kat bilik papa..
adik dgn kakak terjun atas katil papa dgn mama..
nnti kul 12-1 am..adik comlpain lapar..
papa mesti masak meggi gorg xpun nasik grg kaler hijau which is my fav..
pastu tdo..kadang adik dgn kakak ngade2 tdo bilik papa..haha!:P
kadang2 papa bwk g picnic..papa bakar ayam,adik tukang abiskn!
mama buat sandwhich!
kalau angkat2 brg,papa mesti xkasik adik bwk berat2..adik duk diam2..jage brg..hee:P..
teringt time adik baru masuk sekolah..darjah satu..
papa amek cuti 1 week..just for the sake nak jage adik kat sekolah..
teman adik mkn during recess..
pastu balik nnti bwk g mkn kat kedai mamak..
nnti mlm b4 tdo mesti papa check sume homework adik..:D
pastu time kakak ade tournement taekwando..
papa pun ikut sekali g sane gi sini..support kakak..

time mama keje dulu..papa bwk adik dgn kakak jalan2 sementara nak tunggu mama abis kerja..
kite pergi mines wonderland..time tu seronok..sume lengkap..xde masalah pun..papa bwk adik dgn kakak g main mechine slot kat situ..pastu ade insiden yg sgt kelakar..hahahhah!..pastu mama abis jer keje mama pulak bwk g dinner kat bwh office mama..mkn top hat..which is our fav..sume pun suke mende tu...mama ajar makan bende tu!sedap!.

and during you were in oversea..papa mesti call ckp dgn adik dgn kakak..pastu papa hantar birthday card..postcard la..mcm2!..2 week before u went back..papa mesti tanye kakak nk ape..adik papa xtanye sbb papa tau adik suke main ape..papa belikan adik barbie..tp kakak papa belikn dia gameboy la pistol air la ape la..boyish nye game..but mine semua nyee girlish..haha!..

and adik still remember..during SPM..dpt result..mlm tu trus gi dinner..then ikut papa travel here and there!seronok sgt2!..cuz u know..i love to travel here and there..and its been quite number of time..papa rajin bawak adik ikut papa g sane sini bila papa kne buat lawatan..:)...everytime g sini sane ade je adik buat hal..pintu terkunci la..padahal dinner dah nk start in about 5 mins pulak tu..hahaah!..kasut sebelah tinggal kat kl la..tertuka beg la time kat airport..HAHAHA!..apela..swimming suit tertinggal la..pastu papa bwk g the nearest supermarket just for the sake of nk belikan swimming suit adik..hahahha!..

i am close with papa..but...that was before..back 17 years before...
now everything has changed..


..pada papa bende tu semua dah xde makne..u even said it..and its still fresh in my mind pa..

adik sangat terase..
hilang papa..
hilang perhatian drpd papa..
hilang kasih sayang papa...


u will feel LOST,EMPTYNESS...especially when u lose someone which really important in your life..i bet in everyone life..
ibu,ayah,kakak,abang,adik..

to my dear helmi

dear helmi,
things happen for reason..

org yg PERASAN DIRI dia tu TERSANGATLAH cantik,knonnye semua org nak kenal...
tu laa yg sebaliknye..

tak salah sebenarnye nk kenal kn?
kate secampus..
aa..that girl is just wasting of ur time.!
biadap..

bila vedio dah diupload,baru nk rase malu..
knp nk malu?
sbb dia tau yg dia buat tu biadap nama nya..~

smpai pihak atasan pun tau..
thank god nothing happen..
nak naik mahkamah just bcuz of that stupid video?
hello helo kopi ke milo..
salah sape skrg?

haih..entah la..

kadang manusia ni rase diri dia yg terbaik..
padahal celah bedah pun xde mane hebat nye..

anyway,
elmi..ur friends are always with u..
take this as ur guide..never ever do it again k..
xpuas hati mcm mane pun buat bodoh je..


kpd ANDA yg bajet HOT STUFF ..
xbaik memalukan org lain depan org ramai..malah bercerita yg bukan2..
jgn pakai tudung tp perangai tidak setinggi mane pun..
malukn org pandai..mintak maaf pandaai tak?
malu jika diri dimalukan tp tak pikir sebaliknya?
jikalau org memalukan anda ape anda rase agak2?
bukan sahaja memalukan org lain malah bercerita yg bukan2..
biadap namenye..



to jeju..thank u for the information..:)...

jdkn benda yg dah lepas itu sebagai panduan sepanjang PERJALANAN hidup!:)

kami tetap ada dgn awak tau elmi.;).
thank u for being there whenever i need advise or im in big TROUBLE!




take care everyone!!:)

owh my god

WHY IS IT ON EARTH

U WANNA MOVE IN?

U ARE JUST A "BEACH"

N

A PERFECT

BACKSTABBER.

U CAN WIN THE AWARD

"THE BEST ACTRESS IN THE WORLD"

hell NO!

lets dance!

aha~..i was searching for something else..but end up with something else...HAHA..
well..i love dancing A LOT!..
i wish i could have the opportunity to go to dance class...may be 1 day!;)

even if onday i have my own FAMILY(wth am i talking??)..watever la..i will send them for some dance class!!..
so..here are some video...go and check it out!...i think 10-11 years old kids..dancing superbly!!!!





and this one..is...basically..all GIRLS!..so im sooo amazed the way they dance..even its a short video..but u can see the steps that they made is sooo WOWOWOOWOWWW!!~









whohoo~girls are POWER OK!:P

jual jual jual!

this week..i think..for the rest of this week..( the whole month i should say)..all the foundation student is busy selling thier thingS!!
goodluck people!

well..that is including me as well..heee...im selling..
CUPCAKE(favorite!)
HOME MADE NESTUM POPIAH(credit to sya)
and some DRINKS(alif punye keje..:P)

and today..we manage to sell of..50 pieces of cupcake!!yeeaayyyy!!..its soo worth it to go from 18th floor till the 1 st floor..well..i just hate to knock2 on people's door and be like.."helo goodevening..assalamualaikum!we're selling cupcake..u wanna try?.."
its just not me..haha!but who cares??...im doing it for my project which equal to MARKS baby!..

markah itu penting yer kawan-kawan..:D..

so..yea!!im so happy and glad that me and my friends manage to sell it of..50 pieces for less than 2 hour..all the sweats(eww),and we went up to 18th floor by our own feet...haa..TERBAIK DARI LADANG!haha!

but..as usual..there will be sumone who are not satisfied for sure with us..

miss a: hey,how is your sales so far?
miss b: so far its doing just great!..and yours?
miss a: mine is doing great either...
miss b: wow!thats great!!
miss a: i think la kn,ur cupcake is quite hard to be sell of..because its too colorful..
miss b: owh?really?..well..i have no idea about that..


pffttt....helo helo kopi ke milo...=.=''..the color is the one who play its role people...come on?..when its colorful,its attract people to eat and buy...u will always be PSYCO..haih..

but whatever it is..we really feel honoured when people bought our cupcake!!...sorry coz for todays cupcake,is SOLD OUT..dont worry!we will selling it again tomorrow!!;)


well,im running out of time..its play time!!!HAHA!..take care everyone~~

why are u being so selfish?

i have no idea how to say this..but..

whya re being so FUCKED UP?

papa,
adik dgn kakak anak papa..tanggungjawab papa adelah tanggung segala keperluan anak-anak.

bukan ambil tindakan bodoh walau..u made sales and purchased aggrement dgn mama..but u lied on that itself..what the fuck??
u are trying to play game with us yea?
fine...
we will play your game...

u want all the money?duit mama pun papa nak?ape jenis manusia papa ni?

i havent meet a sumone who i shall call DAD having this kinda of attitude...

mintak nasihat org yg bodoh,so outcome pun bodoh...kesian.belajar je tinggi2,tp tak gune akal fikiran yg tuhan kasik...


u are getting bad to worst!..


papa sndri lonely xpuas hati pasal apa?..pasal mama hidup sihat sejahtera walhal papa sakit sentiasa..ask yourself back...why is it happen to u?..papa xpuas hati dgn mama sbb anak2 lebih rapat dgn mama dan papa xde sape2..ask yourself..why are your kids being like that?...papa xpuas hati dgn mama sbb mama berjaya walaupun tanpa papa...ask yourself back...what had u done to her for the past few month?..papa xpuas hati dgn mama sbb mama berjaya in everything..tp papa?..u got nothing!..allah mmg maha kaya...papa buat mama,adik,kakak macam2....and yet u still lagi nk salahkn mama??

u sanggup berhenti kerja just bcuz of that slut??..sangat kesian..buat keputusan xgune otak...and now what happen???..anak 2 org pun xboleh nk tanggung..sume nk harapkn mama..since i was small,everything expenses was on mama...except yg pokok2 je papa tanggung..

when im getting into the U..sape yg byr everything?mama...adik masuk hospital sapa yg bayar?MAMA..papa kate ape??"i hv no money.."mama xkerja tp dia gune apejer yg dia ada utk anak2..bukan mcm setengah org..dgn anak2 nak berkira,dgn org luar dia besarkn tekak org drpd anak sendri..hebat kn?!

u wanna get married ade duit?anak nak belajar???xde duit..ape jenis ayah saye pun xtahu..since u dah byk burrukan adik mama dgn kakak..now im writting it here so everyone know...fair and square lah kn?...:)


sebelum nak kate saye dgn kakak anak derhaka,cube pikir balik..knp anak2 jd biadap dgn anda..anda hormat tak anak2 punye keputusan?anda hormat tak anak2 punye pendapat?anda respect tak anak2 anda??...if you yourself doesnt know how to respect people..so dont expect people to respect you..you dont even know how to respect yourself....then how people gonna respect you?..

org xkan buat sesuatu tanpa sebab..org bodoh jer yg buat mcmtu...stop acting like a kids or i shall call..pemikiran org KAMPUNG...xpenah tgk duit,xpenah mewah,tibe2 mewah trus jd batak..kesiaan...

papa kata mama muke xde rezeki,u see yourself now in the mirror..what happen to you now?if mama tu bwk kecelakaan byk sgt dekat keluarga kita,you wont be what u are for the past few years..u left only 1 step to go UP..but...xsabar..dgr ckp org bodoh..outcome pun bodoh...nk terjun bangunan nk bunuh diri..mcmtu nk tunjuk contoh yg baik dekat anak2?..kutuk anak2 kate ank2 ni xgune la ape la..tgk diri dulu..


papa kate keturunan mama semua tak baik..cube tgk balik....keturunan mama semua dekat mane?..kalau mama tu teruk sgt,bak kate papa..'mama tu tak pandai berkawan"..sape yg hidup keseorangan skrg ni?..siape yg kesunyian skrg ni?..kalau lah mama tu teruk sgt,buruk sgt...family mama mesti ade yg jd pencuri la,dadah la ape la...but..NO ONE..everyone is well known here and there...


u want mama so bad back 25 years...now wht happen?....u are a LOSER.



org sebelah sana nk marah ke nak ape ke up to u..u dont even know what happen in my family so just sit there and buat hal sendri..nak sampai menyampai silakan..saya megalu-alukan....jgn smpai ape yg anda-anda bercerita itu terpantul kat diri sendiri sudah..

i had enough in mylife...and i am happy with mylife now..if ur not happy with yourlife,xperlu nk susah kn jugak hidup org lain...buat hal sendiri sudahlah..





ya allah,
kau berikanlah bondaku kekuatan utk menghadapi segala cbaran..


to u whom i called papa before,im gonna make sure u PAY everything back what u had done to me and kakak and MAMA especially.......


adik xsangka seseorg yg adik panggil papa sanggup buat darah daging dia sendiri mcmni..u xnk kasik kami rumah tak apa....mcm mane papa treat anak2 papa...u'll get it later...u kate anak u bole buat kan?...kami ni anak xgune..terima kasih berkate sedemikian kat semua org.
sekian.

wondering why.

"Its like Ive been awakened
Every rule I had you breaking
Its the risk that Im taking
I ain't never gonna shut you out
Everywhere Im looking now
Im surrounded by your embrace
I can see your halo
You know youre my saving grace
Youre everything I need and more
Its written all over your face
I can feel your halo
Pray it wont fade away "



im speachless...thats all i can say..thank you very much...its one of my fav song..
in the first place..why are YOU giving this LINES to me?..
WHY?..
i do appriciate it..thanks but no thanks

u a la coupure a fermé même mon coeur.. et merci pour cela

merci beaucoup..beauuccooupp...Mais j'ai mis l'obtiens.. vous sont pourquoi me le donnant.. im dans l'amour avec quelqu'un de toute façon.. u casse mon coeur une fois.. et j'obtiens mon coeur de retour.. en tombant dans l'amour avec ceci quelqu'un. ..thank vous encore pour les paroles.

-fin-

uhm.

only 3 more days left..including today...

then i'll be back to campus..and yess...the NORMAL life will start back..

aaaa....bored...

before i go back to my campus...i want to..................................

1) spend time with my mom..:)
2)lepak-ing with my sister and all my beloved SISTAH~
*i miss kakak ecah dgn kakak naddy...=,(*
3) i want to meet my dear cuppycake first!!!can i?..please...and hopefully u'll be ok..and fully recoverd soon..amin!!
so we could meet!!!aha~!!!!


p/s: to all my dear friends,i am always in campus..i xlari mane pun..just a bit busy....i might not be around the libry like i used to pasal susah nk bincg...nnti security dtg sound saye..sangatla malu..aha!..and i think, most of the time i'll be in my room as i am soo lazy to go out..sleeping is my part-time work..HAHA!..so,dont worry bout me..i am doing just great...nnti lps cuti akan saye jln2 satu campus agar kamu,beliau dan juga anda nampak saye ye?..dont worry bout me..:)..heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~..


owh sangatlah malas nak pulang ke SANA..........

afterwards,we will be far from each other...u'll be busy with ur study...sape laa adik nk kacau nnti ek?..


kakak,
thank u for everything..im so lucky and so grateful to god to have such a sis!..u are protective,very caring(indirectly!),the best sis on earth..!!!....i'll pray for u kakak..success always be with u..but u have to workhard and smart as well...as MAMA said..."life isnt easy"
adik ada awak,awak ada adik!!!sayang awak kakak!!!!heeeeeeeeeeeeee~

as cuppycake also..is busy...haih..=,(



how yea?...humm..*thinking and thinking*

rindu!:(

i miss all my frens!..dearie..bile nk jumpe..:(..

humm..

it'll be like..5 more days to go....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!...lame betul!!

rindu nk mkn,study,gelak2..sedih2..gado2 manje..same2..:P HAAHA!..

rindu nk bising2...ramai2...aaaaaaaaaaaa!!...

u guys are the greatest friend that i've ever had in mylife!..sayang sekalian!!!





u guys are the best!!..im soo damn lucky to have all of u..in mylife!!..:)..

:)

dear sayang!heeeeeeeeeeeee!!:D..

may u get well soon!..
thank u for everything..


even u are sick i still WANNA go out with you..
(JAHATNYA SAYA.)@.@

i'll be meeting u up again on friday sayang!!!!

thank you for everything.....and im sorry if whatever i said before.....or anything...

I AM VERY SORRY!!!:(...


sayang awak sangat2!!:)

should i or shouldnt i?

sometimes..
i felt like u dont know what u want..
sometimes..
u really take HER for granted..
which really pain anyway...

u told her,and her,and him..
that u LIKE HER..and when she get to know it..
SHE felt the same way too...

but..what SHE can see is..
you dont really meant what u said..
SHE felt like SHE is clapping one hand
and the other hand just sit steel..
IT will only clap when it FEELS so..

sometimes..
SHE felt like she's the only one
who really LIKE him a LOT..
SHE FELT like she's the only one..
who CHASING of HIM..
its like CHASING OVER something u cant get..

is HIM still waiting for that SOMEONE?
is HIM still want that SOMEONE to be with HIM?
is HIM really WANTING that SOMEONE so much?

what SHE is doing now is..
sitting,waiting,wishing..
what u really want from SHE?
u need time?..SHE's willing to give u the time..
what exactly HIM want from SHE?
just as a part-time LOVER?
owh please..SHE rather make a move..
instead of being the one who chasing over things...
while HIM is just being like...nothing is happening..
IF SHE is there..HIM will be with SHE..
but if SHE is not there..HIM will totally act like as if SHE doesnt exist..


or..its just a feeling from SHE?
as SHE saw at HIM top friend is still THAT SOMEONE..
which make SHE felt like SHE's bloody NOBODY..

or what?..
may be HIM has his own reason...
nvm..

SHE IS STILL SITTING,WAITING...WISHING..
if HIM read this..please..if u dont really LIKE or blabla..just leave SHE..
before SHE really falling deeply...thats going to be totally hard...


sorry if this might hurt HIM or sumone else..


that IS WHAT SHE FELT..

-end-

rindu!

im going back TODAY~

im gonna miss all of my dear frenssss!!!!rindu nnti..

nk gado dgn jaja!!haahahhahahaha!!..nk NYYIIHHAAAA dgn fura!!

nk blur same2 dgn ili..!!

nk gossip dgn nuar!!!haha!!

nk belajar dgn geee mis GENIUS kita tuu!!uhu~~

nk story telling time dgn izza!!ahaa!!...u were back since last nite after the exam!
xsay bye2 ppuunn:(...

fura dah smpai seremban sama2 dgn gee.. :(

syaza sedang nk pack brg dia..as usual..byk nyeee barang awak sygku jaja!!!

ili?..masih tridak dpt dikenal pasti..haha!..tido lagii yer..!

and me?..

getting ready to go back....sayu giler hati ni!..adeh la... @.@

bout the midterm...all i can say is.. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its totally hard!..when theres a MATH..it will defnately A KILLER SUBJECTS!jahat btul!

and this paper is the paper yg selalu buat org kene repeat...same goes with accounting~!!
aaaa

accounting is A HELL!..sgt susah..as i dont even have the basics!..

nvm..we'll try as hard as we can yea??..





ok okeeyyy..enough of MIDTERM...its time to HOLIDAY=PLAY!
ahha...so,im going off now!!weee~..wish everyone a happy holiday!..and to those who are still in school, WELCPME BACCKK!!hahahahah!!!



take care everyone!!

dont.

humm..i dont know how to say this..but

just dont give people fake hope..

which is really really hurting so much..

its like a heart been thorn to pieces...

sangat sakit..

u give people hope,yet u treat them like shit i bet..

and thank you very much for that.

exam?

I'LL BE HAVING EXAMS

TOMORROW..

2 PAPER...

AND TO ALL MY FRIENDS..

GOODLUCK!

I'LL UPDATE IT LATER...AS I AM TOTALLY SASAU

FOR THE EXAM..

I'LL BE BACK HOME ON SAT..

SO..SEE YOU LATER...

P/S:KENAPA KENA EXAM?..PENING TAU..LEPAS TU DEMAM PULA NGADA2 NAK SEBOK2..

PAGI2 LAGI HIDUNG DAH CARIK GADUH..EISH..

KBYE.

yyeeeeeee!

exam!
coming..

yet..the fever is like playing hide and seek with me..
great!

voice becoming like a rockstah~
lips becoming draculla~
eyes as if just been punch~


great right?...

haaaaaaaaaaa....i need my medcine!!asap!

demam2,
jgn demam skrg bole?
diri nak exam hari jumaat ni..
2 paper pule..
lps exam demam nk dtg,dtg la..ok?
skrg jgn la..please..diri xlaratt sangat...=,(
bila kamu datang,lps tu kamu pegi..
tak sampai 24jam kamu dtg balik...=,(
diri xde kongsi apa2 pun dgn sape2..(ok sounded like blah~)
diri minta sangat2..demam datang balik nanti2 k?
nak dtg lepas final exam pun takpe..
ubat diri ni jauh nun di sane.....
ubat pula susah nk dapat...
uhu~
tolong eh demam?..nanti2 kamu datang yea?..



ok..off to bed..head spinning round,nose getting blockk..adoi.

goodnite!

thank you sayang

dear cuppycake,
thank you very much for your concern towards me..:)
u really let a smile on my face back...
after what i've gone thru the wholeday
which was soo shitty anyway...


i was so down the wholeday...
just bcuz of that old man...

thank u very much!!
im very lucky to have you in mylife..

and thank you also to mama and kakak who always been there for me...

love u mama...


and thank you also to sis naddy and sis ecah for the moral support...

and to all my dearie...thank you very much for everything!!!!MUAHHH!!!!!!!

i'll remember till i die.

to u whom i called PAPA before..
adik akan ingt setiap perkataan yg keluar drpd mulut anda..
ADIK DAH TAK ADA PAPA
PAPA ADIK DAH LAME MATI..DAH LAME MAMPOS TELAN DEK DUNIA..

KEJAYAAN ADIK ADALAH ATAS USAHA ADIK DAN YG PALING PENTING ADALAH MAMA DENGAN KAKAK.

MAMA DENGAN KAKAK YG SENANTIASA ADA DISISI ADIK DAN MAMA DENGAN KAKAK YG SELALU BANTU ADIK IN EVERYTHING.

AS U SAID,U CAN FIND,U CAN PRODUCE A BETTER KIDS THAN US..U ARE SO WELCOME TO DO IT..WE'LL SEE...IS UR GREAT BREED IS SOOOO GOOD OR ITS SO FUCKING BREED YG MACAM CELAKA LAGI JAHANAM?OR AS THE SAME BREED AS THAT SLUT?

U DONT WANNA GIVE US MONEY,OR ANYTHING U ARE VERY WELCOME TO DO IT..PLEASE DO SO...
ADIK AKAN MAKE SURE MACAM MANE PAPA BUAT HIDUP ANAK2 PAPA,MAMA SENGSARA ADIK AKAN MAKE SURE U'LL PAY IT ALL BACK...

MMG HARI2 ADIK DOA..SIAPA YG MUSNAHKAN HIDUP KELUARGA ADIK U'LL GOING TO GET IT SOON...

PAPA LUPA...PAPA TGH SERONOK BUKAN?..SILAKAN..SAMPAI BILA KEBAHAGIAN PAPA MAMPU BERTAHAN...ANAK SENDIRI DIBUANG...KATANYA BOLEH CARIK,BOLEH BUAT ANAK LAIN KAN..SILAKAN..

ADIK TAK AKAN MAAFKAN PAPA SAMPAI ADIK MATI PUN..IM GOING TO MAKE SURE U'LL BE IN HELL...

YG PATUT TANGGUNG XNAK TANGGUNG...


i have no dad as my dad has passed away past few year,decade perhaps..

HORAY!

well..the drama is OVER BABY!!
yeaay!...
and it feels soo good...

i left only..humm...4 thingss more to go...

and now the important thing is..
my exam..midterm is coming..nextweek...

on fri i hv 2 paper...damn it!!
or else it will be 3 paper..gler la..

but then another paper will be after midterm break...

and yeah..i hv thinking of sumthing during that break...will tell u about it..LATER!:P


humm..

i cant wait to be home!!..as my facial foam left at home...and my face is getting worst over here...=.=''

i went to the pharmacy,guardian,watson..u name it..jj,tesco blablabla..they dont hv it anymore..
as they told me that they hv change it with a new product....and they hv stop producing it...so??????why cant they replace it with something else 1st...:(..nvm..
then i decided to buy the garnier facial foam..
and guess what??!!

my face becoming oily,and pimples are here and there...and its not as clear as before..
and makes me lose my confident nk keluar rumah..jahaman kot muke...=.=''

thank god tomorrow is friday!:D..i'll be back tomorrow..
by BUS..@.@ my very 2nd time ALONE in the bus..and as usual...mr.alan,u hv to pick me up...hHAHAHAHAH!!..:P

hmm..Alan told me that he'll bring his gf along!!!!yeeeaayy!!..at last..but i hope ur REAL gf yer..ahaks!:P

and he will pick me up tomorrow...thaannkkk you alan!!:P..ur the best fren ever!!!!weeeeee~~~


i thought of asking cuppycake help..but as he told me that he is busy with his final project..so i dont wanna trouble him...distance jauh kot...mengade2 je nk menyusahkan dia..=.=''
just for the sake of picking me up...my sis dont allowed me as well..BAHAH!:P


well..i just hope..that tomorrow will be a great journey..i dont want the same shit happen AGAIN....ahaa~~


till then..take care everyone!!..thank u for droppin to my blog!!:)


p/s: i cant wait to meet and taste the lovely CUPCAKE from MIS sabrina!!!!!!!and perhaps if theres a time...mr.cuppycake,hope to meet you as well!!..IMYDM!!!:(

hum

today is the drama..

i only have like...



2hour to get ready...



and...





hope it went smoothhlly!!!amin!



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tggu kat phn..takut2 ade msg dr DIA..

tp..xde..



tunggu lagi..

pun masih tiada...



mungkin tiada kredit..tp smlm katenye baru top up..



hmm..



*diam*



mungkin sibuk dgn final project...





atau mungkin...



saya ini hanya ......???



atau mungkin..saya terlalu obses sama beliau?

atau mungkin saya tidak memahami DIA?

atau mungkin saya tidak diperlukan utk sementara waktu ini..

atau mungkin..aatau mungkin??



*diam*



masih menunggu dan tunggu...



telefon itu berdering atau berbunyi "BEEPPP BEEPPP"

bau nnti hati lega,ade juge smgt utk buat terbaikkk mlm ni!!:)



tp,tak kan diri letak harapan terlalu tinggi..



ade,adela..tiada its ok..;)



mugkin DIA sibuk dgn kerja DIA...kan kan kann:)

pssttt...

pppsssstttt....

A: ade org kate die tu single memanjang knp eh?
B: may be die malu kottt dgn BF die

psstttt...

C: dia tukn eee..gedik..tlg laa...i know bout her pun ade org citer...
D: eh?really,but to me she seems fine to me..
C: are u sure?..well...thats what ive heard la from the others..

ppsssttt...

F:huns,somebody told me that she blablabla...
G: really??..well,i dont trust those romours...nonesense...
F: yea,me neither..we know her very well...


ppppppppppppppppppppppssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssttttttttttttttttttttttttt

to you out there...just stop those romours please...
sooner or later people will know the truth..
wether i hv a BF ke XDE ke..why are u jelous about?
at least i dont took someones belonging..
even if i have one..will it be a problem to u?..

stop copycat me 100%..please...its really really annoying..why cant YOU just be yourself?afraid that people will know the real you???....

pity giler dekat manusia mcmni..


to all my dearest frens..thank u for understanding me...and im soo lucky to have u guys as my friend...and thank u for supporting me!!!:)


so..just stop PPPSSSTTTTTTTtssssssssss...here and there...i am me...myself..hate me,GET UR BIG ASS OUT OF HERE....porvafor.....

if u hate me why are u still wanna know whats going on with mylife ek?
xfaham...

watever~~~~~

happy as can be.:)

wallaaa~~

yesterday was the great time ever that i've spend..:)

and yeaaa!!..I AM MISSING YOU A LOT!T.T

its okey..i'll be coming back nextweek perhaps..insyaallah if theres nothing much work or stuff,i'll be coming back by nextweek...;)

and yea..last nite was a blast..i really enjoyed it a lot with YOU..yes u know YOU....

even we didnt make it for the ice skating but the movie was great

even im a bit lost watching it..

mule2 faham then lost,then ok back then trus lost smpai habis..

and thank u tu kakak ecah..teman kan kakak ku tersyg..(kononnye la HaHa!!)

and she really enjoyed,over joy i guess last nite..

maybe next time sis naddy should come along..

but.

EHEM.

Separatedly la eh..HHAHAHA!..joking!!:P

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to u my dear cuppycake..i really had a great time with u..i really do hope to meet u again for sure!!!..:)

im gonna miss you a lot...=,(

and yeeeessssssssssssssssssssssssssssss....I AM FALLING DOWN...as an arrow been shoot to an apple!:P

haha

apelaaa diri mengarot..haih...

watever it is...i am soo haapppyy yesterday!!!teheeeeeeeee:D..

miss you!

miss u also kakak ecah,sisy naddy!fara xyh la..hihihi:P

kepada yg berkenaan

yes kpd norashikin yusof..

sesungguhnye..ape yg berlaku mmg ade hikmah..

org semua aed mate..kalau bukan cik maznah yg memburukkn ibu saya..siapa lagi?

org dtg bercerita bende yg sama..

saya tau ape yg berlaku dlm keluarga saya..
sedangkan awak itu hanaylah org luar yg xtau NOTHING..so just stop being as if u know everything...

saya xburuukn cik maznah tetapi kesal dgn manusia skrg...sanggup mempecah belahkn keluarga org?meruntuhkan masjid org lain?..apakah nasihat MENCERAIKAN ISTERI itu adalah jln yg terbaik?..owh sgt la xmasuk otak...sedangkn..papa saya itu anak cik maznah bukan??bukankah kalau papa itu anak die maka mama juge menantu die?..apa yg mama buat?..apa salah mama?

kau xtau ape yg berlaku dlm keluarga aku jd jgn nk masuk campur...

dan sekrg alhmdulillah..mmg kelaurga saya hidup aman,bahagia..

saya dah berdoa kepada ALLAH...setiap khamis mlm jumaat..yassin akan saya bacekn..

sesungguhnye siapa yg meruntuhkan rumah tangga bonda dan ayahanda saya...akan allah balas kemudian hari..

puas hati sekalian melihat keluarga kami skrg??..bukan itu yg sekalian mahu..??

ask urself..im not blaming cik MAZNAH or tak berterima kasih dekat dia..TERIMA KASIH CIK MAZNAH MENJAGA SAYA..tp hanye 1 minggu..ikhlas atau tak saya tak tau...

cukuplah burukan name kelaurga saya dekat JOHOR sane...org ade otak boleh pikir...

and dont u happy as UR BROTHER is getting married ??...thats what u guys want...

owh..depan kami kamu kate semua yg indah2 belaka..tp belakang kami??
kamu caci pelbagai...

dan adik beradik kamu snediri pernah terlepas cakap...."mak dah bagi kau mkn mcm2 dah fadil.."
so what the fuck is that?????....tolong la...allah tu ade..

ingt...

bumi ini bulat...im gonna make sure who did this gonna pay their debts back...


mmg saya berserah kpd allah..and saya tahu..
anda adalah suey itu...terima kasih la dtg ke blog saye...



IVE NEVER BEEN THANKFUL..THANK U TO BOTH MY PARENTS TO BROUGHT ME UP IN A VERY GOOD WAY..AND I AM PROUD TO BE UR DAUGHTER..

and yes...mmg sabrina dah jumpe blog puan shikin...terima kasih ats ayat2 yg digunakan.
sekian.

goodbye

today..

7/3/2009..

my hamster,MEMEL..
just passed away~
:(

i just about to play with her...but...her mouth is open...and she didnt move at all..
:(


im gonna missed her..:(

aug 3/2008-march 7 2009...:(


i'l miss u dear memel..:(

suke

yeaayy!!

as i am back...

HOME SWEET HOME!!!:P

it feels so good to be home...

spend time dgn mama..
what a lovely weekend i had!!:)


starting nextweek,its a BUSY WEEK..damn..

no more outing,no more "LEPAKING",no more SLEEPING(which i love the most)no more nothing..

*sigh*

everything is about,project,midterm...

and then..HOLIDAY.. but only for a week..=.=''..

well,better than no holiday at all...still planning where to go during the holiday...

and yeaaahh..tonite is a GIRLS DAYOUT!!:D..its going to be me,mama and my sis..

p/s: sorry alan..i cant bring u this time..haha!!:P..next time okey?;)..

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im looking forward to meet u AGAIN!!!:)..and thank u for taking a very good care of me that nite..i really had a very GOOD time..with u!;)...thanks my dear cppycake!;)



have a grreat weekend everyone!!!:D

cccc?

whatever the tittle is...

i wont let "U"..the particular person like"U" to ruin my family..

to ruin everything...

kami xkacau hidup kamu langsung..
so why dont u just stop bothering OUR life?can u please??


just a frenly reminder from me tu SWUEY....i know who are u..
and that NAME basicly ONLY A PERSON LIKE U USE IT.


so..thank u for letting me know bout it..which we dont really care anyway which date or which day HE is going to get married...and yes....why cant u just go ahead with u life yea??..




i am happy rite now with my family,mylife..
sume lengkap..

tolong.
kepada those particular person,just stop ruin others life please...

...

5 is enough..
as i share everything with 4 of you..

and..

im not comfy by adding another 1 in us..

i dont really think its a good idea....


yea..dia mmg baik..
tp diri xrase OK dgn die..its like Ok KO ok..just ike that..


cuz i can smell something from IT..
but nvm..

i rather step out,back off..
rather than quareling over stupid thinggy.....

TAGGED BY- AMIR..its soo funny and fun!hahah

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. (play)

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 5 friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!

1.IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY? fire-50 cent

2.HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? love is an arrow-alberfeldy

3.WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? hey there delila-plain white T's

4.HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? technologic-daft punk

5.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?- live high-jason mraz

6.WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO? tentang cinta-white shoes & the couple company

7.WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? who knew-pink

8.WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? still dirty-christina aguilera

9.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? thanks for the memory-F.O.B

10.WHAT IS 2+2? the way i am-ingrid michaelson

11.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? lovestone-JT

12.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? windu defrina-white shoes & the couple company

13.WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? spotlight-jennifer hudson

14.WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? closer-ne-yo

15.WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? single ladies-beyonce

16.WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? sensual seduction-snoop doog

17.WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? in the ayer-flo rida feat will.i.am

18.WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? bum like u-robyn

19.WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW? we dont care-akon

20.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? dance like theres no more tomorrow-paula abdul

21.WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? XR2- M.I.A



tagged:
1) izza
2)elmi
3)iedot neva kedekot!HAHA
4)fara
5)alan


this iss so fun!!
thanks memer for taggiinnggg me!!

bosan.

ujan rintik2..

air bergelora..

HAIH...

theres should be a BBQ tonite..

unfortunately...its raining..

sooo..

BBQ KAT BILIK jer...

*sigh*

alangkah bagusnye..

if i went back to kl on fri...

it wont be like this heellll bored!!!!@.@

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i'll be back nextweek!!hoorayy!!

im sorry to my dear alan!!!:(

im so busy here...(not so but sometimes!:P)

as u are busy with your new GIRLFRIEND!!whhohoo!!!

which is unfair...i got NONE!

damn it!!

*sigh*

set up a day so we can meet up!!!!..;)..and sorry for not texting u for soo long!!

SORRY ALAN!!

i miss u SO MUCH alan!!!!!!!!!...and fafa really wanna know who is that LUCKY girl?!

hahah!!!

crap!..

ok..here are our PIC..

*I MISS U ALAN!!!:)*

papa.

tibe2..hati sayu bile dgr lagu feist..


i miss papa..
i miss to hug papa..
jalan2 dgn papa..
jogging same2...
breakfast same2 kat kedai fav adik...

adik rindu sgt2 kat papa..
papa xnk jumpe adik dgn kakak ke?
bile papa nk bwk adik dgn kakak keluar jalan2?


adik dahagakan kasih syg seorg bapa yg dulu..
adik panggil dia..PAPA
adik teriak name die" papa.."
adik rindu nak hangout dgn papa..


dulu....
seronok..every weekend papa bawak adik,mama,kakak jalan2...
and every year papa bwk g vacation..
adik dah lame xgi jalan2..

bila adik nampak org sebaye,seumur dgn adik..
jalan sambil pimpin tgn ayah dia..m
sama mcm adik dulu..
jalan adik pimpin tgn papa..
bak kate papa.."daddy's daughter!"

tp skrg knp adik dah xjd ank papa?
knp papa dah xpedulikan adik dgn kakak?
knp papa sanggup dgr org luar berkate2 ddrpd darah daging papa sndri?


*senyap*


bila tengok org hantar ank masing2 balik campus..
ade papa,ade mama,ade adik2,ade kakak,abang..
sume pun turut serta hantar..
dulu..
kalau adik nak balik..mama,papa sama kakak hantar adik balik..
sama2..

dulu...
kita selalu makan same2,gelak2,gurau2..
dulu adik ade tmpt untuk adik btul2 dpt kasih syg sepenuhnya
dri seseorg yg adik panggil..PAPA..



tp..sekarang..semua dah berubah....



tak ada lagi PAPA dalam hidup adik...
harapan yg adik letak sume dah hancur...
dan perkataan PAPA dah tak ada dalam kamus adik..
walaupun seseorg yg org gelar BAPA,AYAH,ABAH..
tak ada dalam kamus hidup adik skrg..


apa yg ada adalah..MAMA,MAMA,MAMA,UMI,KAKAK,ABG EDDIE,KAK ZURA,ABG NUAR...
kawan2 yg sentiasa ade..memberi pinjam telinga,hati malah kasih syg mereka..
dekat adik...

tapi..

serg adik rase..hidup adik alhamdulillah..
ALLAH itu maha berkuase...
DIA berikan adik kekuatan utk hidup..
tp dgn berkat doa seorg ibu yg adik gelarkan MAMA..
adik mmg syg sgt sgt dekat mama..

dia je yg adik ade..
tmpt utuk adik mengadu
tempat utuk adik baermanja...
tempat untuk adik meminta nasihat
malah seseorg yg adik anggap juga sebagai seorg KAWAN BAIK..:)
adik sayang mama...

betul kate org..
"kasih syg seorg ayah,boleh digantikan dgn kasih syg seorg ibu..kasih syg ibu memenuhi kesemuanya..tetapi tanpa kasih syg seorg ibu..lagi teruk rase dia.."..

ramai org berkate sedemikian dekat diri ni..
semua yg berlaku ade fadhilatnya...



YA ALLAH,
berikanlah kekuatan kpd ibuku...
berikanlah dia kekuatan utuk mengharungi semua ini..
sesungguhnya engkau itu lagi maha mengetahui,malah maha adil...

AMIN....

boredem!

this the 1st time ever..

i felt boredem to death!!

i dont even know what i should do...

spending doing nothing..


how could i wish...
to have a bf..^.^
it will be so much fun!..

*sigh*


but then..i dont have even one..
never ever mind it...

hmm...

mama!!..i miss u!!..rinduu..nak balikkk... =,(


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what if i said..im counting the days..too meet YOU again?*winks*
and yes..i am anyway...uhu~but nevermind....i know YOU wont read this...AHAKS!



till then...take care everyone!!
have a greatday!

kepada matahari,

Lieb matahari, ich lieben u.. ich bedeute.. ich habe gemacht.., aber als ich Sie vor erzählt habe.. Sie sind zu vielen Dingen hat sich herausgestellt sich in unserer
Beziehung..

Seines wird härter alltäglich.. und ich kenne.. es verletzt Sie ein Bit.. Aber nichts hat zu mir verglichen.. Ich habe alles in meinem Herzen behalten.. Und ja.. Sie wissen, was es ist..

Sie bewegen auf mit Ihrem Leben.. und macht deswegen i. Und im bewegend mylife voraus durch nicht drehend meinen Kopf hinter... Und während u kennt.. ich habe Versprechen meine Mutter.. Und mit meinen Familienbedingungen. ...its wird härter sogar zäher...

Hier will ich Dank u sagen, für dort zu sein, wenn ich Sie brauche.. Mit Ihnen zu sein, sind ein Schicksal für mich.. Und vielen Dank, für mein MATAHARI. zu sein,.

sayang!

sayang sekali aku dekat kau
tapi
engkau sendiri yg merosakkan diri kau

knp engkau nk salahkn org lain?
tidakkah kau fikir ape yg kau dah lakukan sblm ini??

mengananyai hidup org?
seorg manusia yg menaggap diri kau itu seorg sahabat baik?
sahabat akrab?
knp kau sanggup mkn dia bagi kepentingan diri kau?

tidakkah kau sedar akan ape yg kau sebar kan cerita yg karot belaka?
smpai org berkate sini sana?
tidak kah kau malu atas apa yg engkau lakukan?

apakah perlu bangga merampas hak org?
tidak kah kau berasa malu,apabila org yg kau ludah,
kau jdkan dia kawan baik?
ya allah...

apa jenis manusia engkau ini di atas bumi ini?
tidakah kau terase malu akan perbuatan kau?
kau kutuk dia malah caci dgn kata2 yg sungguh kesat..
tiba2 skrg??
nauzubillah....

kawan yg kau cari waktu kau susah,
kau tidak ade rase hormat setelah apa yg telah dia bantu kau..
kau adalah seorg manusia yg tidak ku pernah jumpe..
yg tidak punya perasaan malu,bersalah..
ya allah..



sesungguh nya allah itu maha adil lagi...

:)

i had a very good time.

i really enjoyed it soo much (over enjoyed i guess!)

really nice to meet ya!!

hahahaha!

aannnddd..thank u for taking care of me..!!

and..thank u kakak for inviting me!!

and..ladytron!!u HOT!!!..and U ARE REALLY AMAZING!!!!

;)

u guys were awesome!!..and had a really a good time.....the best time ever!!!:)

hope to see u again!!!

:)

thank u.:)

first of all..thanks to sis iedot..:)
for coming to melacca...:D
and visited me..
and i felt soooo LOVED by u guys!(jgn jelous ye fara)
haha..
and u brought me out..as i was hungry like hell..
and..guess what??

i manage to have my very very fav dish!
which is...squid!!yummy..(sotong goreng tepung garing!)

and i really had a very good time with u guys!..
unfortunately..i have no photo...may be i'l upload it later..so sis??pass it to me yea later!!:)


and nothing new in life..*sigh*
but i really enjoy mylife LOT!

tans of task to be done..
tans of projects..tans of tutorial need to pass up..as i took 6 subject( A MUST anyway..no choice..)

*SIGH*

nevermind.....as long as it all goes well..its more than good to me!!


hummm...mama..rindu!!!!:P..yeaayy..!..i'll be back to kl this weekend..sooo???

SEE U SOON YEA?!;)

<3 nolalita

F for?

well well well...

lets start,,

F for???



friends...<3

FOE??..HAHA...go to hell..

frenship..thanks to those who really know how to appriciate it!

fard?..a friend i know,,HAHA!!



what else??



fish?..sorryy..i dont really like to eat them..humm..

fluffy!..a very cute small thinggy i think!:D

final?..whoohooo..final for everything!!!~~



fiest?..a band who are really amazing people..:)



french???...*diam*..whatever...

food?..YUMMY!!!haha!

fake?..hooo...loser who made a fake smile,fake everything....really2 a LOSSEERRR!..BIG L to those yea?!:D

what else???



f FOR???fork?..i used it everyday LOL..!:)



and F FOR????????

hahaha..figure it out urself..that LOVELY word best describe a PERSON..which i dont think its proper for me to mention ITS name....



WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND..:)..just wait for the time yea??..





owh..anyway..wishing everyone..

a HAPPY VELENTINES DAY!!:)..



i love u mama..i love u kakak..i love u fura..i love u alan!!!<3..i>

spread the love!!:)

OMG

hehe..as all of us know..RIHANNA been HIT by chris brown..
well its a ROMOURS!
i dont really trust it or watever..
its just that...
CHRIS BROWN????HIT A LADY??well...i have no idea..
but as we know..


RIHANNA CONCERT BEEN POSTPHN..

when idk..they will let us know asap..:)


weellll..have a greatday everyone!!!



*XOXO*

sunburst

whoohoo!..i bet everyone is excited bout it..


but...to me...is just NOT WORTH it paying $200..


and here are the artist line-up..

only 3 international artist..and th rest ARE ALL LOCAL..where u can always go to RTW or to thier own concert..which is less than $50..am i ritE?so my decision...im NOT GOING..

its just not worth it..


*sigh*

pengecut.

hey kau laki2 yg aku gelarkn PENGECUT!


kau telefon aku pagi2 bute
pukul 3.44am
bile ditanye name
tak nak bagitau
bila ditanya mane kau dpt nombor phn aku
kau kate adela...

hey kau pengecut,
kau kate ape,jgn jual mahal
hey bodoh!..kalau adik kau org yg tidak dikenali die layan..
kau marah x agak2?
kaum laki2 akan gelarkan perempuan seperti itu sebagai


PEREMPUAN MURAHAN.

tolonglah....
aku tanye baik2,elok2..
jd jwb la baik2..
jgn biadap..
buruk padahnye...


KERANA MULUT , BADAN BINASA.


kalau kau berani,jumpe aku sendiri...
drpd kau menyamar atau konon name kau APOT..
haih..

pelik2 aja kau ni.

confession.

dear,
i masih sayangkn u lagi..
i tak pernah benci diri kamu..:)

cume..hati ini terguris..
itu shaja..
masa yg akan menentukan...


i never hate u..
im just dissapointed...
thats all..


end

over it.

dear koala,
:)
i saw your picture...
and guess what???



I DONT FEELLL ANYTHING AT ALL!
hahaha


at last...im over you now..and its realllyyy make me soo happyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D

to be honest...its not that im having sumone else or what so ever..
its is me..who are really over IT..

and thanx to all my friends for giving me the POWER :D..
to get over it..
so thats it!

im soo happy with mylife now...



hmmm..am i IN LOVE??

may be later..;)..or SOON??

i have no idea!
hahaha!!


well to u mr.koala...wish u all the best and take care...:)

feelings.

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late (too late)

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again























this is how i felt right now...pretty aint it?

DOTA.

yesss...its just make me soo sick..
when i call u..
what are u up to
"DOTA..eheeee"

game,game,game,gaaaammeee

but better u play game instead of doing something else


*laugh*


so..here a song for everyone out there who play DOTA

perubahan.

which is in english , CHANGES.

OMG...when i look back to my pic..back in early of 2008..which was last year..

its really funny..

HAHAHAHHAAH!!!

its like...the immature of ME!

*LAUGH*

well..here are some pictures that i found....

ready to see the changes????

here we go..

1

2

.............................................................. (",)........................................................................

3

here we goooo!!!

sumpah mcm kanak2 ribena!HAHA..this was back end of 2007..when i just finished my SPM..owhhh yeaaa baby!..and..now..this is me....ready??

and yes..this is the latest of me..

hhaahhaa..is sssoooooooooooo different!

damn damn damn!!

why dont u the others...try this..and look back to urself....

and see...whats the different!

~winks~

AYTE!!...i need to grab something to eat!

take care everyone