Sunday, May 4, 2008

at last...~~~^.^~~~

hello...bonjour...;P..today is really a BLUR day for the entire of mylife!!i dont know..what hv i done..the wholeday....kesian...!hahaha...ok..well..i got a kitten..its a MALE..(p/s:mr.koala,sorry cuz had told u the wrong gender of the kitten!!haha)..till now..he still hv no name..any suggestion??????just post a commnet aight?!
soo..i played with him but not most of the time..but fara did..she love cat so much....me?im ok..im a bit allergy with it...thats the reason..:)..soo..as always..i'll be busy make the clean up for the house while fara..i think..today she was being a 'chef' today!!!waalllaa~~!!haha..she's good at cooking!!!!!!me?im still OTW learning it... *winks*
both my parents were not home yesterday...and they were home today..having some..prade i think...my dad is an army officer..soo..yeah..once they home...as usual..muggin,nagging blablabla...u know how an old guy and old lady..who wanna maneoposttzzz.......sooooo...both of us just smile..and do what ever they asked us to do..:D..hahahahaha....
all..of..sudden..somethings..came up from my mom....she asked me......
mama: adik,skrg ni mcm mane...?adik minat ape?..mama xkesh swasta ke ape..as long as awk tau ape yg awk nak...
english:whts in your mind now?wht do u like?i dont mind either its a pvt or wht not..as long as u know waht u want...
adik(me) :adik minat mngmnt..mama pun tau how addicted i am with econs..
english:i like mngmnt..........
but...........suddenly..a voice..from somone...which a man voice..trying to condemn....and guess who is 'he'???its mi papa!!!!haaaahhhh!!!!!
papa:papa dah call kwn papa..die akn tlg..die kate ikut result awk cukup layak sgt utk smbung kat cne and amek cos bisnes..papa nk adik masuk jugk UiTM..kat situ bagus utk amek course bisness..pakai pun sopan jer..baju kurung..papa rase selese kalau adik masuk sane..UiTM bagus..
english:i've called my friends..and he said he will helped me for u...he said that your result is very good and u are qualified to continue your study at UiTM(its local Universities..)..and u just hv to wear baju kurung(our traditional cloth)..i feel better if u go there to continue your study..UiTM is a top universities.....
well..more or less..it kindda sad actually..thats is what he want..i dont wanna be a bisnesgurl...NO..WAY..or something to do with bisnes...eeeee...i wanna talk..but he dont gave me any space..which really make me a bit pissed off!!!!!!!!!haaaaa~~~but then,fara said something which really give a big impact towards papa..haha..he felt like..we are trying to argue...well actually yea..hihihi..so..it was like...3 against 1....then..my dad said...he felt like..if i go for the pvt collage..he feel shame..wanna know why????
ok..because..not all people can enter the goverment universities...only selected...and only people who dont have any choise..so the last solution is...to go to the pvt collage.....that is what in my dads mind..and he told me that..most of his friends kids were going to the local universities.........
guess how i felt that time???
clueless,blur,shocked,speechless and of coz realy upset.......
while my mom......was like....'hey,how could u think in that way??!'..while fara.."what a FISH???addoooiiii...."
so...what i did was...explain to him..one by one to clear up his mind!!......what i want..why i chose it..and i think..i've done a lot of reseach..based on what i want and with what i've been promoted and what my dad's want...
but thank god..mi mama..really understand me well..even sometimes we hv some arguement but..she knows me well...so..my mom did explain..again..to my dad..while fara was a bit boring..because its was like..fara was having some a big fight with my dad so she just make her bored face....hahaha......
but as usual..my dad..still..he cant except..what i want...and i think..they were having some fight..with my mama.....:(..its sad..realllllyyyy sad..and it became even more complicated....so my dad had make his decision..to hv a family dinner..but not dinner..hmm..we hv a supper..at one of his fav place..so..bout....10++pm..we went out..and evryone was so quite...me??i just keep my mouth shut..and listen to my music..better then listen to people arguments...annoying!!!!!fara??playing with his psp..and listen to her ipod...
once..we reach there...we sat down...place order...then..its still...evryone doing their own things..i dont talk or say even a words...fara bz msging..mama..pretending busy reading the menu..papa??..looking at me like i've done something wrong....which make me do my BLAH~~face...right after we hv our supper...i heard..a voice..saying....."eh,sabrina!!gurl its been a long time we dont meet..do u remember me?"so..i was like...who the hell is that.......im having a big prob now..and yet theres somenone who called me.....eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
and wanna know who is it?its my friend..he..was my..schoolmate..during my primary school..its christopher..his chinese....and..we hv a short conversation....
c:hey,how are u?
m:im doing totally great(with a plastic smile..)
c:where hv u been?its been sometimes i dont see u..tried to call u but couldnt get thru..seriously..u look diffrent!!wow..
m:at this moment i dont really use phn..somethings transpired..so...hehe...(again..plastic laugh)
c:owh yea..meet my perents..this my blablabla.blabla...
m:hello untie,uncle...
c:hey,we're going back act..catch u later ok..do u hv any e-mail or sumthing?
m:sorry..i dont really on9...busy..(plastic smile..again..)
c:owh..mm..ok..hope to meet u again..
m:may be..
c:byee!!!!
m:daaa~~~
so.....my dad was like...."adik,who is that guy?"..i said.."my friends..we used to change notes and sometimes we hangout with my others friends..."then my dad was like..why didnt u introduce him to me?why this..why that..why..why..why..??!!just like a policeman..hhhhaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!
fara was like a bit mad..so she told my dad......"cant she have any boy friend??a friend which is boy?its normal ok...dont tell me u dont have any girl friend when u were young......"..its a bit rude act..but..haaaaa.....even she cant stand it nomore...so....he was like..FINE...
then..he asked me again..bout the study things..so..i told him..i've made my decision.and..like or not..he agreed with me.....at LAST....
u know..its difficult..to talk with my dad..whoever thier dad is an army..then u will understand....really hard to talk..to discuss with!!!*SIGH*
well..now..i've made my decision...and my parents had approve it..!hhahah..and really thank u to fara..she really help me a lot to solve this problem...tq kakak!!hihi...
and..thank u so much..to miss fynn,bro syahar,mr.koala(j'taime!!!),efa,ezhar,alan,sis zurin,mr.Virus..(even u make it as a jokes),FARA...melissa..tq so much..for helping me...to make the right choice......
well...while...im not in agood mood..i heard a song..which really turn me..ON!..:D..its a song from madonna..incredible....and this song really makes my feet to sing!!!!hahahahahhhhaa...hmm..
well..today..i dont really talked to mr.koala..as he got lots of things i think need to be settle....just want u to know that...i miss u a lot!!!!:)..me manque bbeeeeaaauuccoouupppp mr.koala!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank u god..for helping me!!:)..
well..thats all for today....i hope..really hope..my dad will never ever being send to be a DA..amin..!!!!!!!!!..pray for me..please..and pray for my happiness too..
tq to evryone who read my blog...:)
xoxo~~~~~NoLaLiTa~~~~~(",)

1 comment:

squissymussy87 said...

Gila bersepah weh!!! Serabut ar. Pening nak baca!! Banyak sgt dot dot. Nk mintak tolong dgn html mintak je. WOkeyh melah?

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