Tuesday, March 31, 2009

why are u being so selfish?

i have no idea how to say this..but..

whya re being so FUCKED UP?

papa,
adik dgn kakak anak papa..tanggungjawab papa adelah tanggung segala keperluan anak-anak.

bukan ambil tindakan bodoh walau..u made sales and purchased aggrement dgn mama..but u lied on that itself..what the fuck??
u are trying to play game with us yea?
fine...
we will play your game...

u want all the money?duit mama pun papa nak?ape jenis manusia papa ni?

i havent meet a sumone who i shall call DAD having this kinda of attitude...

mintak nasihat org yg bodoh,so outcome pun bodoh...kesian.belajar je tinggi2,tp tak gune akal fikiran yg tuhan kasik...


u are getting bad to worst!..


papa sndri lonely xpuas hati pasal apa?..pasal mama hidup sihat sejahtera walhal papa sakit sentiasa..ask yourself back...why is it happen to u?..papa xpuas hati dgn mama sbb anak2 lebih rapat dgn mama dan papa xde sape2..ask yourself..why are your kids being like that?...papa xpuas hati dgn mama sbb mama berjaya walaupun tanpa papa...ask yourself back...what had u done to her for the past few month?..papa xpuas hati dgn mama sbb mama berjaya in everything..tp papa?..u got nothing!..allah mmg maha kaya...papa buat mama,adik,kakak macam2....and yet u still lagi nk salahkn mama??

u sanggup berhenti kerja just bcuz of that slut??..sangat kesian..buat keputusan xgune otak...and now what happen???..anak 2 org pun xboleh nk tanggung..sume nk harapkn mama..since i was small,everything expenses was on mama...except yg pokok2 je papa tanggung..

when im getting into the U..sape yg byr everything?mama...adik masuk hospital sapa yg bayar?MAMA..papa kate ape??"i hv no money.."mama xkerja tp dia gune apejer yg dia ada utk anak2..bukan mcm setengah org..dgn anak2 nak berkira,dgn org luar dia besarkn tekak org drpd anak sendri..hebat kn?!

u wanna get married ade duit?anak nak belajar???xde duit..ape jenis ayah saye pun xtahu..since u dah byk burrukan adik mama dgn kakak..now im writting it here so everyone know...fair and square lah kn?...:)


sebelum nak kate saye dgn kakak anak derhaka,cube pikir balik..knp anak2 jd biadap dgn anda..anda hormat tak anak2 punye keputusan?anda hormat tak anak2 punye pendapat?anda respect tak anak2 anda??...if you yourself doesnt know how to respect people..so dont expect people to respect you..you dont even know how to respect yourself....then how people gonna respect you?..

org xkan buat sesuatu tanpa sebab..org bodoh jer yg buat mcmtu...stop acting like a kids or i shall call..pemikiran org KAMPUNG...xpenah tgk duit,xpenah mewah,tibe2 mewah trus jd batak..kesiaan...

papa kata mama muke xde rezeki,u see yourself now in the mirror..what happen to you now?if mama tu bwk kecelakaan byk sgt dekat keluarga kita,you wont be what u are for the past few years..u left only 1 step to go UP..but...xsabar..dgr ckp org bodoh..outcome pun bodoh...nk terjun bangunan nk bunuh diri..mcmtu nk tunjuk contoh yg baik dekat anak2?..kutuk anak2 kate ank2 ni xgune la ape la..tgk diri dulu..


papa kate keturunan mama semua tak baik..cube tgk balik....keturunan mama semua dekat mane?..kalau mama tu teruk sgt,bak kate papa..'mama tu tak pandai berkawan"..sape yg hidup keseorangan skrg ni?..siape yg kesunyian skrg ni?..kalau lah mama tu teruk sgt,buruk sgt...family mama mesti ade yg jd pencuri la,dadah la ape la...but..NO ONE..everyone is well known here and there...


u want mama so bad back 25 years...now wht happen?....u are a LOSER.



org sebelah sana nk marah ke nak ape ke up to u..u dont even know what happen in my family so just sit there and buat hal sendri..nak sampai menyampai silakan..saya megalu-alukan....jgn smpai ape yg anda-anda bercerita itu terpantul kat diri sendiri sudah..

i had enough in mylife...and i am happy with mylife now..if ur not happy with yourlife,xperlu nk susah kn jugak hidup org lain...buat hal sendiri sudahlah..





ya allah,
kau berikanlah bondaku kekuatan utk menghadapi segala cbaran..


to u whom i called papa before,im gonna make sure u PAY everything back what u had done to me and kakak and MAMA especially.......


adik xsangka seseorg yg adik panggil papa sanggup buat darah daging dia sendiri mcmni..u xnk kasik kami rumah tak apa....mcm mane papa treat anak2 papa...u'll get it later...u kate anak u bole buat kan?...kami ni anak xgune..terima kasih berkate sedemikian kat semua org.
sekian.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

wondering why.

"Its like Ive been awakened
Every rule I had you breaking
Its the risk that Im taking
I ain't never gonna shut you out
Everywhere Im looking now
Im surrounded by your embrace
I can see your halo
You know youre my saving grace
Youre everything I need and more
Its written all over your face
I can feel your halo
Pray it wont fade away "



im speachless...thats all i can say..thank you very much...its one of my fav song..
in the first place..why are YOU giving this LINES to me?..
WHY?..
i do appriciate it..thanks but no thanks

u a la coupure a fermé même mon coeur.. et merci pour cela

merci beaucoup..beauuccooupp...Mais j'ai mis l'obtiens.. vous sont pourquoi me le donnant.. im dans l'amour avec quelqu'un de toute façon.. u casse mon coeur une fois.. et j'obtiens mon coeur de retour.. en tombant dans l'amour avec ceci quelqu'un. ..thank vous encore pour les paroles.

-fin-

uhm.

only 3 more days left..including today...

then i'll be back to campus..and yess...the NORMAL life will start back..

aaaa....bored...

before i go back to my campus...i want to..................................

1) spend time with my mom..:)
2)lepak-ing with my sister and all my beloved SISTAH~
*i miss kakak ecah dgn kakak naddy...=,(*
3) i want to meet my dear cuppycake first!!!can i?..please...and hopefully u'll be ok..and fully recoverd soon..amin!!
so we could meet!!!aha~!!!!


p/s: to all my dear friends,i am always in campus..i xlari mane pun..just a bit busy....i might not be around the libry like i used to pasal susah nk bincg...nnti security dtg sound saye..sangatla malu..aha!..and i think, most of the time i'll be in my room as i am soo lazy to go out..sleeping is my part-time work..HAHA!..so,dont worry bout me..i am doing just great...nnti lps cuti akan saye jln2 satu campus agar kamu,beliau dan juga anda nampak saye ye?..dont worry bout me..:)..heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~..


owh sangatlah malas nak pulang ke SANA..........

afterwards,we will be far from each other...u'll be busy with ur study...sape laa adik nk kacau nnti ek?..


kakak,
thank u for everything..im so lucky and so grateful to god to have such a sis!..u are protective,very caring(indirectly!),the best sis on earth..!!!....i'll pray for u kakak..success always be with u..but u have to workhard and smart as well...as MAMA said..."life isnt easy"
adik ada awak,awak ada adik!!!sayang awak kakak!!!!heeeeeeeeeeeeee~

as cuppycake also..is busy...haih..=,(



how yea?...humm..*thinking and thinking*

Monday, March 23, 2009

rindu!:(

i miss all my frens!..dearie..bile nk jumpe..:(..

humm..

it'll be like..5 more days to go....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!...lame betul!!

rindu nk mkn,study,gelak2..sedih2..gado2 manje..same2..:P HAAHA!..

rindu nk bising2...ramai2...aaaaaaaaaaaa!!...

u guys are the greatest friend that i've ever had in mylife!..sayang sekalian!!!





u guys are the best!!..im soo damn lucky to have all of u..in mylife!!..:)..


































:)

dear sayang!heeeeeeeeeeeee!!:D..

may u get well soon!..
thank u for everything..


even u are sick i still WANNA go out with you..
(JAHATNYA SAYA.)@.@

i'll be meeting u up again on friday sayang!!!!

thank you for everything.....and im sorry if whatever i said before.....or anything...

I AM VERY SORRY!!!:(...


sayang awak sangat2!!:)

Saturday, March 21, 2009

should i or shouldnt i?

sometimes..
i felt like u dont know what u want..
sometimes..
u really take HER for granted..
which really pain anyway...

u told her,and her,and him..
that u LIKE HER..and when she get to know it..
SHE felt the same way too...

but..what SHE can see is..
you dont really meant what u said..
SHE felt like SHE is clapping one hand
and the other hand just sit steel..
IT will only clap when it FEELS so..

sometimes..
SHE felt like she's the only one
who really LIKE him a LOT..
SHE FELT like she's the only one..
who CHASING of HIM..
its like CHASING OVER something u cant get..

is HIM still waiting for that SOMEONE?
is HIM still want that SOMEONE to be with HIM?
is HIM really WANTING that SOMEONE so much?

what SHE is doing now is..
sitting,waiting,wishing..
what u really want from SHE?
u need time?..SHE's willing to give u the time..
what exactly HIM want from SHE?
just as a part-time LOVER?
owh please..SHE rather make a move..
instead of being the one who chasing over things...
while HIM is just being like...nothing is happening..
IF SHE is there..HIM will be with SHE..
but if SHE is not there..HIM will totally act like as if SHE doesnt exist..


or..its just a feeling from SHE?
as SHE saw at HIM top friend is still THAT SOMEONE..
which make SHE felt like SHE's bloody NOBODY..

or what?..
may be HIM has his own reason...
nvm..

SHE IS STILL SITTING,WAITING...WISHING..
if HIM read this..please..if u dont really LIKE or blabla..just leave SHE..
before SHE really falling deeply...thats going to be totally hard...


sorry if this might hurt HIM or sumone else..


that IS WHAT SHE FELT..

-end-

Friday, March 20, 2009

rindu!

im going back TODAY~

im gonna miss all of my dear frenssss!!!!rindu nnti..

nk gado dgn jaja!!haahahhahahaha!!..nk NYYIIHHAAAA dgn fura!!

nk blur same2 dgn ili..!!

nk gossip dgn nuar!!!haha!!

nk belajar dgn geee mis GENIUS kita tuu!!uhu~~

nk story telling time dgn izza!!ahaa!!...u were back since last nite after the exam!
xsay bye2 ppuunn:(...

fura dah smpai seremban sama2 dgn gee.. :(

syaza sedang nk pack brg dia..as usual..byk nyeee barang awak sygku jaja!!!

ili?..masih tridak dpt dikenal pasti..haha!..tido lagii yer..!

and me?..

getting ready to go back....sayu giler hati ni!..adeh la... @.@

bout the midterm...all i can say is.. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its totally hard!..when theres a MATH..it will defnately A KILLER SUBJECTS!jahat btul!

and this paper is the paper yg selalu buat org kene repeat...same goes with accounting~!!
aaaa

accounting is A HELL!..sgt susah..as i dont even have the basics!..

nvm..we'll try as hard as we can yea??..





ok okeeyyy..enough of MIDTERM...its time to HOLIDAY=PLAY!
ahha...so,im going off now!!weee~..wish everyone a happy holiday!..and to those who are still in school, WELCPME BACCKK!!hahahahah!!!



take care everyone!!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

dont.

humm..i dont know how to say this..but

just dont give people fake hope..

which is really really hurting so much..

its like a heart been thorn to pieces...

sangat sakit..

u give people hope,yet u treat them like shit i bet..

and thank you very much for that.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

exam?

I'LL BE HAVING EXAMS
TOMORROW..
2 PAPER...
AND TO ALL MY FRIENDS..
GOODLUCK!
I'LL UPDATE IT LATER...AS I AM TOTALLY SASAU
FOR THE EXAM..
I'LL BE BACK HOME ON SAT..
SO..SEE YOU LATER...
P/S:KENAPA KENA EXAM?..PENING TAU..LEPAS TU DEMAM PULA NGADA2 NAK SEBOK2..
PAGI2 LAGI HIDUNG DAH CARIK GADUH..EISH..
KBYE.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

yyeeeeeee!

exam!
coming..

yet..the fever is like playing hide and seek with me..
great!

voice becoming like a rockstah~
lips becoming draculla~
eyes as if just been punch~


great right?...

haaaaaaaaaaa....i need my medcine!!asap!

demam2,
jgn demam skrg bole?
diri nak exam hari jumaat ni..
2 paper pule..
lps exam demam nk dtg,dtg la..ok?
skrg jgn la..please..diri xlaratt sangat...=,(
bila kamu datang,lps tu kamu pegi..
tak sampai 24jam kamu dtg balik...=,(
diri xde kongsi apa2 pun dgn sape2..(ok sounded like blah~)
diri minta sangat2..demam datang balik nanti2 k?
nak dtg lepas final exam pun takpe..
ubat diri ni jauh nun di sane.....
ubat pula susah nk dapat...
uhu~
tolong eh demam?..nanti2 kamu datang yea?..



ok..off to bed..head spinning round,nose getting blockk..adoi.

goodnite!

thank you sayang

dear cuppycake,
thank you very much for your concern towards me..:)
u really let a smile on my face back...
after what i've gone thru the wholeday
which was soo shitty anyway...


i was so down the wholeday...
just bcuz of that old man...

thank u very much!!
im very lucky to have you in mylife..

and thank you also to mama and kakak who always been there for me...

love u mama...


and thank you also to sis naddy and sis ecah for the moral support...

and to all my dearie...thank you very much for everything!!!!MUAHHH!!!!!!!

i'll remember till i die.

to u whom i called PAPA before..
adik akan ingt setiap perkataan yg keluar drpd mulut anda..
ADIK DAH TAK ADA PAPA
PAPA ADIK DAH LAME MATI..DAH LAME MAMPOS TELAN DEK DUNIA..

KEJAYAAN ADIK ADALAH ATAS USAHA ADIK DAN YG PALING PENTING ADALAH MAMA DENGAN KAKAK.

MAMA DENGAN KAKAK YG SENANTIASA ADA DISISI ADIK DAN MAMA DENGAN KAKAK YG SELALU BANTU ADIK IN EVERYTHING.

AS U SAID,U CAN FIND,U CAN PRODUCE A BETTER KIDS THAN US..U ARE SO WELCOME TO DO IT..WE'LL SEE...IS UR GREAT BREED IS SOOOO GOOD OR ITS SO FUCKING BREED YG MACAM CELAKA LAGI JAHANAM?OR AS THE SAME BREED AS THAT SLUT?

U DONT WANNA GIVE US MONEY,OR ANYTHING U ARE VERY WELCOME TO DO IT..PLEASE DO SO...
ADIK AKAN MAKE SURE MACAM MANE PAPA BUAT HIDUP ANAK2 PAPA,MAMA SENGSARA ADIK AKAN MAKE SURE U'LL PAY IT ALL BACK...

MMG HARI2 ADIK DOA..SIAPA YG MUSNAHKAN HIDUP KELUARGA ADIK U'LL GOING TO GET IT SOON...

PAPA LUPA...PAPA TGH SERONOK BUKAN?..SILAKAN..SAMPAI BILA KEBAHAGIAN PAPA MAMPU BERTAHAN...ANAK SENDIRI DIBUANG...KATANYA BOLEH CARIK,BOLEH BUAT ANAK LAIN KAN..SILAKAN..

ADIK TAK AKAN MAAFKAN PAPA SAMPAI ADIK MATI PUN..IM GOING TO MAKE SURE U'LL BE IN HELL...

YG PATUT TANGGUNG XNAK TANGGUNG...


i have no dad as my dad has passed away past few year,decade perhaps..

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

HORAY!

well..the drama is OVER BABY!!
yeaay!...
and it feels soo good...

i left only..humm...4 thingss more to go...

and now the important thing is..
my exam..midterm is coming..nextweek...

on fri i hv 2 paper...damn it!!
or else it will be 3 paper..gler la..

but then another paper will be after midterm break...

and yeah..i hv thinking of sumthing during that break...will tell u about it..LATER!:P


humm..

i cant wait to be home!!..as my facial foam left at home...and my face is getting worst over here...=.=''

i went to the pharmacy,guardian,watson..u name it..jj,tesco blablabla..they dont hv it anymore..
as they told me that they hv change it with a new product....and they hv stop producing it...so??????why cant they replace it with something else 1st...:(..nvm..
then i decided to buy the garnier facial foam..
and guess what??!!

my face becoming oily,and pimples are here and there...and its not as clear as before..
and makes me lose my confident nk keluar rumah..jahaman kot muke...=.=''

thank god tomorrow is friday!:D..i'll be back tomorrow..
by BUS..@.@ my very 2nd time ALONE in the bus..and as usual...mr.alan,u hv to pick me up...hHAHAHAHAH!!..:P

hmm..Alan told me that he'll bring his gf along!!!!yeeeaayy!!..at last..but i hope ur REAL gf yer..ahaks!:P

and he will pick me up tomorrow...thaannkkk you alan!!:P..ur the best fren ever!!!!weeeeee~~~


i thought of asking cuppycake help..but as he told me that he is busy with his final project..so i dont wanna trouble him...distance jauh kot...mengade2 je nk menyusahkan dia..=.=''
just for the sake of picking me up...my sis dont allowed me as well..BAHAH!:P


well..i just hope..that tomorrow will be a great journey..i dont want the same shit happen AGAIN....ahaa~~


till then..take care everyone!!..thank u for droppin to my blog!!:)


p/s: i cant wait to meet and taste the lovely CUPCAKE from MIS sabrina!!!!!!!and perhaps if theres a time...mr.cuppycake,hope to meet you as well!!..IMYDM!!!:(

hum

today is the drama..

i only have like...



2hour to get ready...



and...





hope it went smoothhlly!!!amin!



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tggu kat phn..takut2 ade msg dr DIA..

tp..xde..



tunggu lagi..

pun masih tiada...



mungkin tiada kredit..tp smlm katenye baru top up..



hmm..



*diam*



mungkin sibuk dgn final project...





atau mungkin...



saya ini hanya ......???



atau mungkin..saya terlalu obses sama beliau?

atau mungkin saya tidak memahami DIA?

atau mungkin saya tidak diperlukan utk sementara waktu ini..

atau mungkin..aatau mungkin??



*diam*



masih menunggu dan tunggu...



telefon itu berdering atau berbunyi "BEEPPP BEEPPP"

bau nnti hati lega,ade juge smgt utk buat terbaikkk mlm ni!!:)



tp,tak kan diri letak harapan terlalu tinggi..



ade,adela..tiada its ok..;)



mugkin DIA sibuk dgn kerja DIA...kan kan kann:)

Monday, March 9, 2009

pssttt...

pppsssstttt....

A: ade org kate die tu single memanjang knp eh?
B: may be die malu kottt dgn BF die

psstttt...

C: dia tukn eee..gedik..tlg laa...i know bout her pun ade org citer...
D: eh?really,but to me she seems fine to me..
C: are u sure?..well...thats what ive heard la from the others..

ppsssttt...

F:huns,somebody told me that she blablabla...
G: really??..well,i dont trust those romours...nonesense...
F: yea,me neither..we know her very well...


ppppppppppppppppppppppssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssttttttttttttttttttttttttt

to you out there...just stop those romours please...
sooner or later people will know the truth..
wether i hv a BF ke XDE ke..why are u jelous about?
at least i dont took someones belonging..
even if i have one..will it be a problem to u?..

stop copycat me 100%..please...its really really annoying..why cant YOU just be yourself?afraid that people will know the real you???....

pity giler dekat manusia mcmni..


to all my dearest frens..thank u for understanding me...and im soo lucky to have u guys as my friend...and thank u for supporting me!!!:)


so..just stop PPPSSSTTTTTTTtssssssssss...here and there...i am me...myself..hate me,GET UR BIG ASS OUT OF HERE....porvafor.....

if u hate me why are u still wanna know whats going on with mylife ek?
xfaham...

watever~~~~~

Sunday, March 8, 2009

happy as can be.:)

wallaaa~~
yesterday was the great time ever that i've spend..:)

and yeaaa!!..I AM MISSING YOU A LOT!T.T

its okey..i'll be coming back nextweek perhaps..insyaallah if theres nothing much work or stuff,i'll be coming back by nextweek...;)

and yea..last nite was a blast..i really enjoyed it a lot with YOU..yes u know YOU....

even we didnt make it for the ice skating but the movie was great
even im a bit lost watching it..


mule2 faham then lost,then ok back then trus lost smpai habis..
and thank u tu kakak ecah..teman kan kakak ku tersyg..(kononnye la HaHa!!)
and she really enjoyed,over joy i guess last nite..
maybe next time sis naddy should come along..


but.

EHEM.


Separatedly la eh..HHAHAHA!..joking!!:P


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to u my dear cuppycake..i really had a great time with u..i really do hope to meet u again for sure!!!..:)


im gonna miss you a lot...=,(


and yeeeessssssssssssssssssssssssssssss....I AM FALLING DOWN...as an arrow been shoot to an apple!:P


haha

apelaaa diri mengarot..haih...


watever it is...i am soo haapppyy yesterday!!!teheeeeeeeee:D..



miss you!
miss u also kakak ecah,sisy naddy!fara xyh la..hihihi:P

Saturday, March 7, 2009

kepada yg berkenaan

yes kpd norashikin yusof..

sesungguhnye..ape yg berlaku mmg ade hikmah..

org semua aed mate..kalau bukan cik maznah yg memburukkn ibu saya..siapa lagi?

org dtg bercerita bende yg sama..

saya tau ape yg berlaku dlm keluarga saya..
sedangkan awak itu hanaylah org luar yg xtau NOTHING..so just stop being as if u know everything...

saya xburuukn cik maznah tetapi kesal dgn manusia skrg...sanggup mempecah belahkn keluarga org?meruntuhkan masjid org lain?..apakah nasihat MENCERAIKAN ISTERI itu adalah jln yg terbaik?..owh sgt la xmasuk otak...sedangkn..papa saya itu anak cik maznah bukan??bukankah kalau papa itu anak die maka mama juge menantu die?..apa yg mama buat?..apa salah mama?

kau xtau ape yg berlaku dlm keluarga aku jd jgn nk masuk campur...

dan sekrg alhmdulillah..mmg kelaurga saya hidup aman,bahagia..

saya dah berdoa kepada ALLAH...setiap khamis mlm jumaat..yassin akan saya bacekn..

sesungguhnye siapa yg meruntuhkan rumah tangga bonda dan ayahanda saya...akan allah balas kemudian hari..

puas hati sekalian melihat keluarga kami skrg??..bukan itu yg sekalian mahu..??

ask urself..im not blaming cik MAZNAH or tak berterima kasih dekat dia..TERIMA KASIH CIK MAZNAH MENJAGA SAYA..tp hanye 1 minggu..ikhlas atau tak saya tak tau...

cukuplah burukan name kelaurga saya dekat JOHOR sane...org ade otak boleh pikir...

and dont u happy as UR BROTHER is getting married ??...thats what u guys want...

owh..depan kami kamu kate semua yg indah2 belaka..tp belakang kami??
kamu caci pelbagai...

dan adik beradik kamu snediri pernah terlepas cakap...."mak dah bagi kau mkn mcm2 dah fadil.."
so what the fuck is that?????....tolong la...allah tu ade..

ingt...

bumi ini bulat...im gonna make sure who did this gonna pay their debts back...


mmg saya berserah kpd allah..and saya tahu..
anda adalah suey itu...terima kasih la dtg ke blog saye...



IVE NEVER BEEN THANKFUL..THANK U TO BOTH MY PARENTS TO BROUGHT ME UP IN A VERY GOOD WAY..AND I AM PROUD TO BE UR DAUGHTER..

and yes...mmg sabrina dah jumpe blog puan shikin...terima kasih ats ayat2 yg digunakan.
sekian.

goodbye

today..

7/3/2009..

my hamster,MEMEL..
just passed away~
:(

i just about to play with her...but...her mouth is open...and she didnt move at all..
:(


im gonna missed her..:(

aug 3/2008-march 7 2009...:(


i'l miss u dear memel..:(

Friday, March 6, 2009

suke

yeaayy!!

as i am back...

HOME SWEET HOME!!!:P

it feels so good to be home...

spend time dgn mama..
what a lovely weekend i had!!:)


starting nextweek,its a BUSY WEEK..damn..

no more outing,no more "LEPAKING",no more SLEEPING(which i love the most)no more nothing..

*sigh*

everything is about,project,midterm...

and then..HOLIDAY.. but only for a week..=.=''..

well,better than no holiday at all...still planning where to go during the holiday...

and yeaaahh..tonite is a GIRLS DAYOUT!!:D..its going to be me,mama and my sis..

p/s: sorry alan..i cant bring u this time..haha!!:P..next time okey?;)..

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im looking forward to meet u AGAIN!!!:)..and thank u for taking a very good care of me that nite..i really had a very GOOD time..with u!;)...thanks my dear cppycake!;)



have a grreat weekend everyone!!!:D

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

cccc?

whatever the tittle is...

i wont let "U"..the particular person like"U" to ruin my family..

to ruin everything...

kami xkacau hidup kamu langsung..
so why dont u just stop bothering OUR life?can u please??


just a frenly reminder from me tu SWUEY....i know who are u..
and that NAME basicly ONLY A PERSON LIKE U USE IT.


so..thank u for letting me know bout it..which we dont really care anyway which date or which day HE is going to get married...and yes....why cant u just go ahead with u life yea??..




i am happy rite now with my family,mylife..
sume lengkap..

tolong.
kepada those particular person,just stop ruin others life please...

Monday, March 2, 2009

...

5 is enough..
as i share everything with 4 of you..

and..

im not comfy by adding another 1 in us..

i dont really think its a good idea....


yea..dia mmg baik..
tp diri xrase OK dgn die..its like Ok KO ok..just ike that..


cuz i can smell something from IT..
but nvm..

i rather step out,back off..
rather than quareling over stupid thinggy.....

Sunday, March 1, 2009

TAGGED BY- AMIR..its soo funny and fun!hahah

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. (play)

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 5 friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!

1.IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY? fire-50 cent

2.HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? love is an arrow-alberfeldy

3.WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? hey there delila-plain white T's

4.HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? technologic-daft punk

5.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?- live high-jason mraz

6.WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO? tentang cinta-white shoes & the couple company

7.WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? who knew-pink

8.WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? still dirty-christina aguilera

9.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? thanks for the memory-F.O.B

10.WHAT IS 2+2? the way i am-ingrid michaelson

11.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? lovestone-JT

12.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? windu defrina-white shoes & the couple company

13.WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? spotlight-jennifer hudson

14.WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? closer-ne-yo

15.WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? single ladies-beyonce

16.WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? sensual seduction-snoop doog

17.WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? in the ayer-flo rida feat will.i.am

18.WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? bum like u-robyn

19.WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW? we dont care-akon

20.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? dance like theres no more tomorrow-paula abdul

21.WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? XR2- M.I.A



tagged:
1) izza
2)elmi
3)iedot neva kedekot!HAHA
4)fara
5)alan


this iss so fun!!
thanks memer for taggiinnggg me!!

bosan.

ujan rintik2..
air bergelora..
HAIH...





theres should be a BBQ tonite..
unfortunately...its raining..
sooo..




BBQ KAT BILIK jer...



*sigh*
alangkah bagusnye..
if i went back to kl on fri...
it wont be like this heellll bored!!!!@.@












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i'll be back nextweek!!hoorayy!!
im sorry to my dear alan!!!:(
im so busy here...(not so but sometimes!:P)



as u are busy with your new GIRLFRIEND!!whhohoo!!!



which is unfair...i got NONE!
damn it!!
*sigh*


set up a day so we can meet up!!!!..;)..and sorry for not texting u for soo long!!
SORRY ALAN!!
i miss u SO MUCH alan!!!!!!!!!...and fafa really wanna know who is that LUCKY girl?!

hahah!!!
crap!..
ok..here are our PIC..






*I MISS U ALAN!!!:)*